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"I disappear into the person I love. I am the permeable membrane. If I love you, you can have my everything. You can have my time, my devotion, my ass, my money, my family, my dog, my dog's money, my dog's time--everything. If I love you, I will carry for you all your pain, I will assume for you all your debts (in every definition of the word), I will protect you from your own insecurity, I will project upon you all sorts of good qualities that you have never actually cultivated in yourself and I will buy Christmas presents for your entire family. I will give you the sun and the rain, and if they are not available, I will give you a sun check and a rain check. I will give you all this and more, until I get so exhausted and depleted that the only way I can recover my energy is by becoming infatuated with someone else."
This qoute defines me so perfectly its scary. I don't know if it's a positive thing that I get so lost inside of the person that I am in love with but I do. Often times this leaves me lonely... not many can deal with this. I will be at HIS beck and call anything he needs or desires I would be happily willing to provide. If HE says baby jump I will ask baby how high? Many find this to be crazy. They say I give too much of myself when I get into these relationships but why would I only give half of myself to someone that could potentially be my husband????
This qoute defines me so perfectly its scary. I don't know if it's a positive thing that I get so lost inside of the person that I am in love with but I do. Often times this leaves me lonely... not many can deal with this. I will be at HIS beck and call anything he needs or desires I would be happily willing to provide. If HE says baby jump I will ask baby how high? Many find this to be crazy. They say I give too much of myself when I get into these relationships but why would I only give half of myself to someone that could potentially be my husband????