doormat
pi feel like im just a big joke to everybody....and i also feel like everyone is always talking about me behind my back....i dont know if im right, or if its just paranoia, but its really starting to get to me....there are a lot of things about myseld that id like to change, but being a good, decent person isnt one of them, but i feel like im a doormat, and everyone knows it, and everyone loves to what all of over me...it really upsets me, and i dont know what to do... thisis the same feeling that i had after the party...