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So I work all weeked, which is okay, I need the money. I only work like 3 days a week usually, but it seems to take so much time out of my social schedule. Well, that's a partial factor. The hours are doable I guess but I don't have a car, and oddly enough my sister plays a cruel role in why I can't go out more than I do. Its weird, but understandable in some way I guess. Money problems kind of suck but that's happening all over the world, hehe. I am happy for my Financial Aid this coming school year, everything worked out nicely on that end. It won't be a struggle and I won't have to feel guilty about spending a little on myself. hehe. School seems to be forever away, I kinda wish I would have taken a summer class to keep me in the school loop.
This past weekend was a good one, the weather was beautiful. I sat chatting with my dad at the Green Bridge in Palmetto, and watched the sunset. Now, my dad is not the most articulant man, but I realized how much I missed talking to him. I take it for granted on the phone, but maybe because I am not much of a phone person. I had the chance to chill, think without over thinking, and talk over things with my dad. To my dissapointment, things I thought I had all thought out, I talked nothing about, and they are only begginning to trouble me again this week. Nothing life threatening, but I need to start expressing my feelings more (I know that sounds all KUMBIYA )(don't know if I spelled that right), especially when its difficult, where I am scared and unsure of the response. The part where I am unsure gets me the most.
This past weekend was a good one, the weather was beautiful. I sat chatting with my dad at the Green Bridge in Palmetto, and watched the sunset. Now, my dad is not the most articulant man, but I realized how much I missed talking to him. I take it for granted on the phone, but maybe because I am not much of a phone person. I had the chance to chill, think without over thinking, and talk over things with my dad. To my dissapointment, things I thought I had all thought out, I talked nothing about, and they are only begginning to trouble me again this week. Nothing life threatening, but I need to start expressing my feelings more (I know that sounds all KUMBIYA )(don't know if I spelled that right), especially when its difficult, where I am scared and unsure of the response. The part where I am unsure gets me the most.