wednesday

Apr 27, 2005 15:33

flamie316 (11:44:02 AM): so like...yeah, I'm done with the ACT.

Auto response from makoolaide (11:44:02 AM): somewhere
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flamie316 (11:44:14 AM): half an hour earlier than I thought I could be...so that's a nice surprise
flamie316 (11:44:24 AM): *hugs*
flamie316 (11:44:24 AM): hi
makoolaide (11:59:48 AM): o
makoolaide (11:59:50 AM): hi
flamie316 (11:59:52 AM): hah
flamie316 (11:59:55 AM): hey there, sweetie
makoolaide (12:00:01 PM): was watching judging amy
flamie316 (12:00:07 PM): movie?
makoolaide (12:00:14 PM): show
flamie316 (12:00:18 PM): oh
flamie316 (12:00:21 PM): and not doing school?
makoolaide (12:00:32 PM): i had my book in there
makoolaide (12:00:32 PM): lol
flamie316 (12:00:40 PM): mmhm
makoolaide (12:00:40 PM): the two kiders are here
flamie316 (12:00:44 PM): *nod*
makoolaide (12:00:57 PM): and i was playing with mandi nad watching it, mom didnt kick me out
flamie316 (12:01:01 PM): *nod*
flamie316 (12:01:04 PM): how's your leg?
makoolaide (12:01:20 PM): it hurts
flamie316 (12:01:31 PM): yeah...
flamie316 (12:01:36 PM): how are you feeling about that?
makoolaide (12:02:09 PM): *shrugs*
flamie316 (12:02:25 PM): did you get my e-mail?
makoolaide (12:02:33 PM): yes
makoolaide (12:02:36 PM): i didnt read it
makoolaide (12:02:37 PM): for awhile
makoolaide (12:02:44 PM): cause dad made me an omlet
makoolaide (12:02:53 PM): so we were eating together
flamie316 (12:02:59 PM): it's ok
makoolaide (12:03:05 PM): and watching andrew wommack, and then greg dickow
flamie316 (12:03:12 PM): really
flamie316 (12:03:14 PM): that's cool
makoolaide (12:03:20 PM): *nods*
flamie316 (12:03:27 PM): what did you think of my e-mail?
makoolaide (12:04:17 PM): um...
makoolaide (12:04:49 PM): i used to say his love endures forever when i got scared..so that was what that was about.
makoolaide (12:04:51 PM): I don't know.
flamie316 (12:05:01 PM): *nod*
makoolaide (12:05:15 PM): there is so many ways i can interrpret it
makoolaide (12:05:21 PM): and i spelt that wrong
flamie316 (12:05:25 PM): yep
flamie316 (12:05:29 PM): interpret what?
flamie316 (12:05:32 PM): my e-mail?
makoolaide (12:05:33 PM): the email.
flamie316 (12:05:45 PM): how did you interpret it?
makoolaide (12:06:39 PM): i haven't yet
makoolaide (12:06:44 PM): i read it twice
makoolaide (12:06:49 PM): and..i don't know
makoolaide (12:07:01 PM): cause the end kind of..worried me, in a way
flamie316 (12:07:07 PM): what part?
makoolaide (12:07:54 PM): Beth...I don't know what to do anymore. When I got off the phone with
you last night, I began to cry...and into my pillow I bawled for a
good 5 minutes. I cried my heart out because I cannot heal you. I
cried because I am too weak to do anything. I cried because I don't
know what to say anymore. I sit there and listen to you tell me about
your episode and relapse...and words come to my mind of what to
say...but I never know if I'm saying the right thing or the wrong
thing.

I love you with all that I can...I love you...and I've been seeing
your walk with God slipping. You don't seem as close to Him right now
as you used to. I don't know what changed, but it needs to change
back. You and I both need to draw closer to God in our lives. And...we
will.

I'm sorry that I can't help you. I'm sorry that I can just say
something and you'll stop hurting yourself...I love you....I'm so
sorry...

flamie316 (12:08:23 PM): there's alot of text there
flamie316 (12:08:31 PM): mainly...I don't know what to say anymore.
flamie316 (12:08:39 PM): I don't know what to do to help you
flamie316 (12:08:53 PM): I don't know if I'm saying the right things...if I'm making you feel better
makoolaide (12:09:09 PM): well..your profile just made me laugh..
flamie316 (12:09:17 PM): hah
makoolaide (12:09:25 PM): *nods* I know what you mean.
makoolaide (12:09:37 PM): and..i don't have an answer
flamie316 (12:09:46 PM): *nod*
flamie316 (12:09:51 PM): like...don't get me wrong
flamie316 (12:09:54 PM): I will never give up
flamie316 (12:09:56 PM): I'll keep fighting
flamie316 (12:10:03 PM): that's who I am.
flamie316 (12:10:15 PM): I just...I felt really weak last night...I felt helpless.
flamie316 (12:10:19 PM): and I cried about it.
makoolaide (12:11:35 PM): I'm sorry.
makoolaide (12:11:38 PM): I hate
makoolaide (12:11:43 PM): making those calls
makoolaide (12:11:48 PM): i hate..making you cry
makoolaide (12:12:00 PM): I hate...what i do to myself
flamie316 (12:12:12 PM): then why do you continue?
makoolaide (12:13:22 PM): you know how long it took me to be able to feel the cuts last night?
flamie316 (12:13:30 PM): no
makoolaide (12:13:38 PM): how many times I did before I could feel pain?
flamie316 (12:13:44 PM): no, I don't
flamie316 (12:13:46 PM): tell me
makoolaide (12:14:07 PM): after the 15th one
makoolaide (12:14:15 PM): after it started bleeding
makoolaide (12:14:23 PM): when i broke the surface of the skin
makoolaide (12:14:30 PM): and i stopped
makoolaide (12:14:39 PM): i felt it, and it hurt.
flamie316 (12:14:55 PM): do you do it to feel the pain?
makoolaide (12:16:29 PM): yes
makoolaide (12:16:32 PM): last night
makoolaide (12:16:35 PM): was the first night
makoolaide (12:16:37 PM): i aimed to bleed
flamie316 (12:16:43 PM): why?
makoolaide (12:16:59 PM): i dont know
makoolaide (12:17:19 PM): i have to go help for lunch..are you getting off soon or no?
flamie316 (12:17:25 PM): probably not
flamie316 (12:17:31 PM): I'll be here when you get back
makoolaide (12:17:36 PM): ok, i will be back in a little bit.
flamie316 (12:17:39 PM): *nod*
flamie316 (12:17:40 PM): I love you
makoolaide (12:17:44 PM): i love you to
flamie316 (12:17:53 PM): bye
makoolaide (12:22:17 PM): back
makoolaide (12:22:22 PM): with food
makoolaide (12:22:23 PM): yum
flamie316 (12:22:44 PM): that was quick
flamie316 (12:22:49 PM): can you hang on while I grab some foot?
makoolaide (12:22:51 PM): they arent fulling cooked
makoolaide (12:22:52 PM): yea
flamie316 (12:22:52 PM): food*
makoolaide (12:22:53 PM): brb again
flamie316 (12:22:56 PM): k
makoolaide (12:24:10 PM): im back
flamie316 (12:28:08 PM): me, too
makoolaide (12:28:15 PM): :-)
flamie316 (12:28:54 PM): Beth...I know that you hate calling me in the middle of the night...I know you hate making me cry...but I don't want you to stop
flamie316 (12:29:00 PM): I could rather you talk to me and feel better
flamie316 (12:29:05 PM): that to not...do that
makoolaide (12:29:32 PM): *nods*
flamie316 (12:30:01 PM): promise me you wont stop calling me
makoolaide (12:30:05 PM): i was just..so messed up last night- and i promise
flamie316 (12:30:13 PM): *nod*
makoolaide (12:30:29 PM): even after the phone, i tried reading my bible
flamie316 (12:30:30 PM): I was looking at the oprah website...and the episode you saw wasn't supposed to broadcast until today
makoolaide (12:31:14 PM): really?
flamie316 (12:31:21 PM): yeah
flamie316 (12:31:22 PM): so...
flamie316 (12:31:26 PM): that should not have happened
makoolaide (12:31:36 PM): no, it was for tuesday
flamie316 (12:31:37 PM): and...you should have seen an episode about models eating chocolate
makoolaide (12:31:48 PM): haha, no that was monday
flamie316 (12:31:52 PM): ...
flamie316 (12:32:05 PM): well then they are very late in updating their website
makoolaide (12:32:08 PM): lol
flamie316 (12:32:19 PM): either way...I'm sorry you had to see that
flamie316 (12:32:20 PM): and...
flamie316 (12:32:32 PM): tell me again, did they show her cutting herself?
makoolaide (12:32:43 PM): yes, they did
flamie316 (12:32:56 PM): like...with the blood?
makoolaide (12:33:03 PM): yes
flamie316 (12:33:07 PM): ..
flamie316 (12:33:14 PM): THEY ARE COMPLETE IDIOTS.
flamie316 (12:33:18 PM): you NEVER show SI
flamie316 (12:33:21 PM): ...never.
flamie316 (12:33:28 PM): because it sends people into relapses
flamie316 (12:33:36 PM): bah.
flamie316 (12:33:38 PM): that angers me.
makoolaide (12:33:47 PM): what the video
makoolaide (12:33:49 PM): on the website
makoolaide (12:33:52 PM): for that episode
flamie316 (12:34:00 PM): I didn't watch it
flamie316 (12:34:09 PM): did you see the end of the program?
flamie316 (12:34:14 PM): they should have talked about what to do
flamie316 (12:34:17 PM): like..yeah
makoolaide (12:35:12 PM): *watch
makoolaide (12:35:13 PM): lol
flamie316 (12:35:23 PM): oh
makoolaide (12:35:27 PM): and i saw the rest of what i didnt see yesterday morning
flamie316 (12:35:31 PM): *nod*
flamie316 (12:35:45 PM): so...you didn't see the SI part yesterday morning?
flamie316 (12:35:51 PM): and that's why you watched it last night?
makoolaide (12:35:56 PM): yes
flamie316 (12:35:59 PM): *nod*
makoolaide (12:36:09 PM): i say the first 30 minutes
makoolaide (12:36:17 PM): and watched the last 30 minutes last night
flamie316 (12:36:29 PM): so you saw the whole episode?
makoolaide (12:36:31 PM): *saw
makoolaide (12:36:33 PM): yewa
flamie316 (12:36:39 PM): what did they do for the woman?
makoolaide (12:36:50 PM): t
makoolaide (12:36:55 PM): the second one?
flamie316 (12:36:57 PM): yes
makoolaide (12:37:13 PM): they had a "intervention" and she went into rehab for 6 months
flamie316 (12:37:18 PM): oh
makoolaide (12:37:23 PM): ..you should get the show
makoolaide (12:37:23 PM): lol
flamie316 (12:37:31 PM): get the show? or get ON the show?
makoolaide (12:37:41 PM): lol...get a copy of the tape
flamie316 (12:37:45 PM): oh
flamie316 (12:37:45 PM): ok
makoolaide (12:37:48 PM): NO, not on the show
makoolaide (12:37:50 PM): not funny...
makoolaide (12:37:51 PM): lol
flamie316 (12:38:08 PM): ...ok
flamie316 (12:38:40 PM): I don't think that rehab is what your situation requires.
makoolaide (12:38:59 PM): i'm not saying it is
makoolaide (12:39:07 PM): you told me what happened at the end, so i told you
flamie316 (12:39:25 PM): I know
flamie316 (12:40:33 PM): beth?

Auto response from makoolaide (12:40:33 PM): brb

makoolaide (12:42:30 PM): hold on
flamie316 (12:42:43 PM): ok
makoolaide (12:44:27 PM): back
makoolaide (12:44:32 PM): dad wanted me to look at something
flamie316 (12:44:35 PM): it's o
flamie316 (12:44:36 PM): ok*
makoolaide (12:45:00 PM): Lady Aurora Wolf (12:39:08 PM): hey
makoolaide (12:42:27 PM): hi
Lady Aurora Wolf (12:42:32 PM): how are you?
makoolaide (12:44:23 PM): im ok
makoolaide (12:44:24 PM): you./
Lady Aurora Wolf (12:44:42 PM): I am doin good, what are you just ok? is everything alright?
makoolaide (12:45:05 PM): am i that easy to read
flamie316 (12:45:14 PM): no
flamie316 (12:45:23 PM): I told her that I feel weak 'cause I can't help you
makoolaide (12:45:28 PM): hrm
makoolaide (12:47:12 PM): ok
flamie316 (12:47:20 PM): you alright
flamie316 (12:47:21 PM): ?*
makoolaide (12:48:11 PM): yea, i'm waiting for response to my answer
flamie316 (12:48:25 PM): from me?
makoolaide (12:48:34 PM): no
makoolaide (12:48:37 PM): her
flamie316 (12:48:37 PM): oh, right
makoolaide (12:48:38 PM): lol
makoolaide (12:48:40 PM): sry
makoolaide (12:48:44 PM): i'm not with it all
flamie316 (12:48:55 PM): I noticed
flamie316 (12:49:27 PM): that monster wore off, eh?
makoolaide (12:49:49 PM): it wore off before i went upstairs
makoolaide (12:49:50 PM): lol
flamie316 (12:50:05 PM): hah
flamie316 (12:50:23 PM): where did you cut yourself?
makoolaide (12:50:38 PM): on my leg...
flamie316 (12:50:44 PM): thight?
flamie316 (12:50:46 PM): thigh*?
makoolaide (12:51:02 PM): yea....by my hip
flamie316 (12:51:09 PM): left or right?
makoolaide (12:51:25 PM): uh
makoolaide (12:51:27 PM): right.
makoolaide (12:51:35 PM): i had to think bout that
flamie316 (12:51:39 PM): I noticed
makoolaide (12:51:42 PM): i cut on my left arm
makoolaide (12:51:46 PM): and my right leg.
makoolaide (12:52:00 PM): and the left side of my hip, when i do it by my hip
flamie316 (12:52:23 PM): did you only do it on your hip last night?
makoolaide (12:53:56 PM): my
makoolaide (12:53:57 PM): leg
flamie316 (12:54:10 PM): closer to your knee?
makoolaide (12:54:12 PM): no
makoolaide (12:54:14 PM): up
makoolaide (12:54:16 PM): gar
flamie316 (12:54:25 PM): *nod*
flamie316 (12:54:32 PM): what did you use?
makoolaide (12:55:02 PM): didnt i tell you?
makoolaide (12:55:03 PM): lol
makoolaide (12:55:05 PM): uhm
makoolaide (12:55:09 PM): i broke a rzor
flamie316 (12:55:19 PM): *nod*
flamie316 (12:55:42 PM): beth...do you agree with me that something has to happen?
flamie316 (12:55:47 PM): that something has to change?
flamie316 (12:55:52 PM): that something needs to be done?
makoolaide (12:56:49 PM): i cant
makoolaide (12:56:52 PM): talk about this
makoolaide (12:56:53 PM): right now
makoolaide (12:56:58 PM): people are in here
flamie316 (12:57:02 PM): I understand
makoolaide (12:57:04 PM): and they keep talking to me
flamie316 (12:57:08 PM): it's ok
flamie316 (12:57:13 PM): will we talk about it later?
makoolaide (12:57:34 PM): um
flamie316 (12:57:58 PM): today, tonight, tomorrow
flamie316 (12:58:02 PM): at all
makoolaide (12:58:15 PM): you working tnight?
flamie316 (12:58:18 PM): yeah
makoolaide (12:58:40 PM): *nods*
flamie316 (12:58:50 PM): will we talk about this later?
makoolaide (12:59:10 PM): i don't particuarly
makoolaide (12:59:11 PM): lol
makoolaide (12:59:12 PM): want to
makoolaide (12:59:17 PM): but we can, if we must
flamie316 (12:59:29 PM): the fact that you don't want to is the reason why we have to.
flamie316 (12:59:39 PM): you evade so many issues in your life..and they build up
flamie316 (12:59:44 PM): and when they build up
flamie316 (12:59:49 PM): the consequences are worse
flamie316 (1:00:18 PM): that's why I constantly want to talk to you about the things you don't want to.
makoolaide (1:00:49 PM): that isn't fair
flamie316 (1:01:07 PM): it's fair to let you suffer because you don't want to deal with the pressure?
makoolaide (1:01:16 PM): no
flamie316 (1:01:19 PM): it's fair to sit here and watch you in pain?
makoolaide (1:01:25 PM): that isn't what i meant
flamie316 (1:01:34 PM): what did you mean?
makoolaide (1:02:10 PM): tell me a deep dark secret
makoolaide (1:02:16 PM): one that pains you
makoolaide (1:02:21 PM): and you hate talking about it
makoolaide (1:02:25 PM): then i will make you talk about it
makoolaide (1:02:31 PM): because it needs to be resolved
makoolaide (1:02:35 PM): i can't..
makoolaide (1:02:36 PM): I just.
flamie316 (1:02:37 PM): yeah, I'd hate it
flamie316 (1:02:51 PM): I'm not saying that you wont hate it
flamie316 (1:02:56 PM): I know you wont like it
makoolaide (1:02:58 PM): no, because its always me
flamie316 (1:03:32 PM): when the times arises and I need to tell you something, then I will
makoolaide (1:04:31 PM): i don't need to tell you this
makoolaide (1:04:39 PM): it's my choice
makoolaide (1:04:41 PM): gar
makoolaide (1:04:43 PM): i jsut...
makoolaide (1:04:46 PM): i dont want to talk about it
flamie316 (1:05:10 PM): why do you tell me?
makoolaide (1:05:49 PM): i dont know.
flamie316 (1:06:15 PM): do you want it to stop?
makoolaide (1:06:44 PM): want what to stop?
flamie316 (1:06:52 PM): the cutting
makoolaide (1:07:46 PM): um
makoolaide (1:09:05 PM): i have to get to school
flamie316 (1:09:12 PM): BETH
makoolaide (1:09:27 PM): i have church tonight, and we will talk about this later, i promise
flamie316 (1:09:30 PM): beth
flamie316 (1:09:34 PM): do you want it to stop
flamie316 (1:09:45 PM): yes or no
makoolaide (1:10:07 PM): i cant answer that
makoolaide (1:10:11 PM): can i live
makoolaide (1:10:14 PM): without it yes
makoolaide (1:10:28 PM): do i want it to stop, yes.
makoolaide (1:10:40 PM): Can I make it stop, can i not do it-it's not that easy
flamie316 (1:10:51 PM): I'm not telling you that it is
flamie316 (1:10:57 PM): I just wanted you to answer that
makoolaide (1:11:04 PM): what if i said no
flamie316 (1:11:27 PM): alot of bad things would happen
makoolaide (1:11:33 PM): like?
flamie316 (1:11:46 PM): like me kidnapping you
flamie316 (1:11:49 PM): running away with you
flamie316 (1:11:55 PM): lots of people-killing
flamie316 (1:12:04 PM): lots of pent up agression taken out on innocent sources
flamie316 (1:12:16 PM): feelings of worthlessness arising.
flamie316 (1:12:32 PM): lots and lots of bad things
flamie316 (1:12:47 PM): feelings of hopelessness
flamie316 (1:13:36 PM): beth, if you have to, go do school
makoolaide (1:13:40 PM): i'll be back in like 5
flamie316 (1:13:53 PM): alright

Auto response from makoolaide (1:13:53 PM): somewhere
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makoolaide (1:19:01 PM): back
makoolaide (1:19:19 PM): http://gprime.net/video.php/nintendothemesacappella
flamie316 (1:21:30 PM): that's so awesome
makoolaide (1:21:47 PM): :-)
flamie316 (1:22:00 PM): beth...I'm sorry
makoolaide (1:22:09 PM): for?
flamie316 (1:22:20 PM): for making you think about this
makoolaide (1:22:35 PM): *nods*
flamie316 (1:22:41 PM): and..
flamie316 (1:22:48 PM): if your answer was no
flamie316 (1:22:55 PM): I probably would have called your parents
makoolaide (1:23:15 PM): that would have been hell turned loose
flamie316 (1:23:26 PM): you say that...but I don't know.
makoolaide (1:24:03 PM): what do you mean, you don't know?
flamie316 (1:24:28 PM): I mean that...are you SURE that your parents wouldn't put you into therapy?
flamie316 (1:24:34 PM): that they'd only get angry?
makoolaide (1:24:48 PM): they didn't before
makoolaide (1:25:03 PM): when i told then jan 31st of 2004
makoolaide (1:25:08 PM): why would they now?
flamie316 (1:25:23 PM): because I would make them
makoolaide (1:25:29 PM): you can't do that.
flamie316 (1:25:30 PM): because I would seriously make them.
flamie316 (1:25:37 PM): want to put money on that?
makoolaide (1:25:41 PM): you don't get it.
flamie316 (1:25:47 PM): I'm an influential person
flamie316 (1:25:50 PM): no, I don't
makoolaide (1:25:57 PM): no..you don't get it
flamie316 (1:26:02 PM): them help me understand
makoolaide (1:26:14 PM): first of all
makoolaide (1:26:34 PM): they would show me all my sin, and make me stop talking to you, completely
makoolaide (1:26:42 PM): they would take away
makoolaide (1:26:46 PM): my computer
makoolaide (1:26:52 PM): the phone
makoolaide (1:26:59 PM): and be angry with me
makoolaide (1:27:02 PM): for what i do
makoolaide (1:27:06 PM): look at jennifer
flamie316 (1:27:15 PM): what about jennifer?
makoolaide (1:27:21 PM): it..
makoolaide (1:27:30 PM): i just can't describe it
makoolaide (1:27:52 PM): it started out as something small, then showed a huge picture of her life
flamie316 (1:28:00 PM): right
flamie316 (1:28:05 PM): because she didn't deal with it.
makoolaide (1:28:09 PM): its not teh same
makoolaide (1:28:27 PM): i just..i can't do it.not now
flamie316 (1:28:33 PM): ok
makoolaide (1:28:34 PM): i'll
makoolaide (1:28:43 PM): make a date with melissa
makoolaide (1:28:49 PM): preferably soon
flamie316 (1:28:53 PM): please do.
makoolaide (1:28:56 PM): and talk with her.
flamie316 (1:29:03 PM): *nod*
flamie316 (1:29:13 PM): beth..please know..that I love you
flamie316 (1:29:16 PM): remember that
flamie316 (1:29:20 PM): through all of this
flamie316 (1:29:22 PM): my badgerings
flamie316 (1:29:30 PM): through my annoyingness
flamie316 (1:29:35 PM): I love you and I don't want to lose you
flamie316 (1:29:38 PM): that's why I do this
makoolaide (1:30:01 PM): i do know
makoolaide (1:30:14 PM): i love you too
makoolaide (1:30:21 PM): i just..
makoolaide (1:30:23 PM): can't stop
makoolaide (1:30:28 PM): because yhou want me to sto
makoolaide (1:30:29 PM): p
flamie316 (1:30:33 PM): I know that
makoolaide (1:30:37 PM): it didnt work before
makoolaide (1:30:51 PM): and why..i keep going back
makoolaide (1:30:57 PM): i dont know
makoolaide (1:31:00 PM): i cant tell you
flamie316 (1:31:33 PM): I've always thought that it was because you A) take WAY too much crap from people and B) have no outlet to get your stress ouy
flamie316 (1:31:34 PM): out*
makoolaide (1:31:43 PM): did you watch the oprah clip?
flamie316 (1:31:46 PM): jo
flamie316 (1:31:48 PM): no*
makoolaide (1:31:53 PM): *nods*
flamie316 (1:31:58 PM): like...seriously
flamie316 (1:32:10 PM): my suggestion is to start standing up for yourself
flamie316 (1:32:13 PM): more
flamie316 (1:32:14 PM): than you are
flamie316 (1:32:15 PM): and
flamie316 (1:32:21 PM): I'm NOT saying that you don't
flamie316 (1:32:23 PM): I KNOW that you d
flamie316 (1:32:25 PM): do*
flamie316 (1:32:29 PM): IE, the bobby situation
flamie316 (1:32:53 PM): I just...I'm afraid of losing you.
makoolaide (1:33:18 PM): don't..
flamie316 (1:33:30 PM): don't be afraid?
makoolaide (1:33:36 PM): no.
makoolaide (1:33:52 PM): i've made promises in the past
makoolaide (1:33:57 PM): that i have broke
makoolaide (1:34:09 PM): and i can't make those promises again
makoolaide (1:34:12 PM): i can't.
makoolaide (1:34:21 PM): i've hurt so many people
makoolaide (1:34:33 PM): *sigh*
flamie316 (1:34:37 PM): *hugs*
makoolaide (1:34:44 PM): i don't want to hurt you too
flamie316 (1:35:04 PM): I understand
flamie316 (1:35:49 PM): I'm sorry that I started all this crap.
makoolaide (1:36:27 PM): started what?
flamie316 (1:36:34 PM): all this crap
flamie316 (1:36:41 PM): with us arguing
makoolaide (1:36:42 PM): WHAT CRAP?
makoolaide (1:36:44 PM): oh
flamie316 (1:36:51 PM): I hate arguing with you
makoolaide (1:36:56 PM): we arent arguing
makoolaide (1:37:00 PM): we had moments
flamie316 (1:37:04 PM): *nod*
makoolaide (1:37:08 PM): but..we weren't arguing
makoolaide (1:37:13 PM): you would know
makoolaide (1:37:18 PM): cause i would do this
makoolaide (1:37:28 PM): and i cant
makoolaide (1:37:33 PM): WARN YOU
makoolaide (1:37:36 PM): punk
flamie316 (1:37:42 PM): like this?
flamie316 (1:37:50 PM): gasp!
flamie316 (1:37:53 PM): I wonder why not
flamie316 (1:37:59 PM): they must know that we love each other ;-)
makoolaide (1:38:01 PM): its not working
makoolaide (1:38:03 PM): haha
makoolaide (1:38:28 PM): =-O
flamie316 (1:38:32 PM): ?
makoolaide (1:38:41 PM): i cant warn josh eith er
makoolaide (1:38:48 PM): OR THIS
flamie316 (1:39:00 PM): ?

Auto response from makoolaide (1:39:00 PM): somewhere
over
the
rainbow

flamie316 (1:39:03 PM): hahaha
flamie316 (1:39:14 PM): or the, "I don't want to talk about this" line
makoolaide (1:39:17 PM): mhm
makoolaide (1:39:21 PM): never
makoolaide (1:39:24 PM): go away
flamie316 (1:39:31 PM): :-)
makoolaide (1:39:32 PM): unless
flamie316 (1:39:32 PM): never.
makoolaide (1:39:35 PM): we were in person
makoolaide (1:39:40 PM): and i got REALLY ANGRY
makoolaide (1:39:46 PM): but you wouldn't leave anyways
makoolaide (1:39:52 PM): i'd yell
makoolaide (1:39:58 PM): i'm a yeller
makoolaide (1:40:01 PM): straight
makoolaide (1:40:03 PM): up
flamie316 (1:40:06 PM): I wonder where you got that...
makoolaide (1:40:07 PM): and you know that
makoolaide (1:40:14 PM): heh
makoolaide (1:40:15 PM): yea
makoolaide (1:40:18 PM): he used to be worse
makoolaide (1:40:21 PM): so i've heard
flamie316 (1:40:30 PM): it shouldn't be happening at all
flamie316 (1:40:44 PM): but...I will put money on it that-that's how his father was.
makoolaide (1:40:57 PM): mom
makoolaide (1:41:04 PM): grandma peracki
makoolaide (1:41:07 PM): was like that
flamie316 (1:41:10 PM): hrmm
flamie316 (1:41:13 PM): imagine that
makoolaide (1:41:18 PM): grand
makoolaide (1:41:23 PM): you would liek her
makoolaide (1:41:25 PM): lol
makoolaide (1:41:32 PM): brb, bathroom
flamie316 (1:41:34 PM): ok
flamie316 (1:45:22 PM): hey

Auto response from makoolaide (1:45:22 PM): The average person goes to the bathroom 6 times per day. This is one of those times.

flamie316 (1:45:38 PM): go read my blog on the forum when you get back.
makoolaide (1:46:03 PM): ok
makoolaide (1:48:28 PM): baby feeding tome
makoolaide (1:48:35 PM): time
flamie316 (1:48:40 PM): did you read it?
makoolaide (1:48:51 PM): not yet
makoolaide (1:48:53 PM): im going
flamie316 (1:48:59 PM): ok
makoolaide (1:50:32 PM): wow
flamie316 (1:50:42 PM): I wrote that during our whole conversation
flamie316 (1:50:46 PM): I had the first two lines
flamie316 (1:50:50 PM): and then you responded
flamie316 (1:50:58 PM): and the rest came during out periods of silence
makoolaide (1:51:37 PM): :-)
flamie316 (1:51:43 PM): do you like it?
makoolaide (1:51:50 PM): mhhmm
flamie316 (1:52:06 PM): it's mostly about you...
makoolaide (1:52:15 PM): lol
makoolaide (1:52:39 PM): thank you
flamie316 (1:52:53 PM): beth
makoolaide (1:53:24 PM): yes?
flamie316 (1:53:28 PM): I love you
flamie316 (1:53:38 PM): http://www.thexpower.com/TNB/index.php?showtopic=32&st=1040&p=28251&#entry28251
flamie316 (1:53:40 PM): read my post
makoolaide (1:54:35 PM): *smiles*
flamie316 (1:54:45 PM): I love you
makoolaide (1:55:30 PM): i lvoe you
flamie316 (1:55:34 PM): really
flamie316 (1:55:37 PM): that's a new one
makoolaide (1:56:12 PM): im holding my neice
flamie316 (1:56:17 PM): mmhm
makoolaide (1:58:25 PM): and feeding her
flamie316 (1:58:36 PM): with a bottle, I hope
makoolaide (1:58:55 PM): your going to make me laugh
flamie316 (1:59:18 PM): 'cause GOD FORBID YOU SHOULD CRACK A SMILE.
makoolaide (1:59:19 PM): she will get mad
flamie316 (1:59:25 PM): mmhm
flamie316 (1:59:26 PM): whatever
makoolaide (1:59:50 PM): she will
makoolaide (1:59:59 PM): she likes
makoolaide (2:00:02 PM): quiet
makoolaide (2:00:12 PM): and minimal
flamie316 (2:00:17 PM): I see
makoolaide (2:00:24 PM): movement
flamie316 (2:00:32 PM): *poke*
makoolaide (2:01:10 PM): hey
flamie316 (2:01:15 PM): *grin*
flamie316 (2:01:15 PM): what?
makoolaide (2:02:00 PM): jon asked how you were
flamie316 (2:02:10 PM): tell him that I'm bleeding internally
makoolaide (2:02:14 PM): from 1-10
flamie316 (2:02:18 PM): with a sist on my right testicle
makoolaide (2:02:31 PM): hahahaha
flamie316 (2:02:32 PM): do it.
flamie316 (2:02:34 PM): and
flamie316 (2:02:35 PM): and
makoolaide (2:02:35 PM): no
flamie316 (2:02:35 PM): and
makoolaide (2:02:38 PM): no
flamie316 (2:02:39 PM): I have a monkey bite
flamie316 (2:02:41 PM): on my
flamie316 (2:02:42 PM): nipple
makoolaide (2:02:46 PM): no
makoolaide (2:02:51 PM): laughin
makoolaide (2:02:53 PM): bad
flamie316 (2:02:56 PM): do it!
makoolaide (2:02:57 PM): right now
flamie316 (2:03:02 PM): if you wont, I will
makoolaide (2:03:04 PM): not to him
flamie316 (2:03:09 PM): I will!
makoolaide (2:03:12 PM): he is like
makoolaide (2:03:15 PM): my bro
makoolaide (2:03:21 PM): he'd get pissed
flamie316 (2:03:25 PM): mmhm
flamie316 (2:03:27 PM): I'm sure
flamie316 (2:03:49 PM): "beth wants me to let you know that I have a syst on my right testicle.
flamie316 (2:03:50 PM): "
makoolaide (2:03:50 PM): lol
makoolaide (2:03:53 PM): haha
flamie316 (2:04:05 PM): but she checked it out and said that it would be ok.
flamie316 (2:04:10 PM): ...
makoolaide (2:04:39 PM): lol
makoolaide (2:04:41 PM): LOL
flamie316 (2:04:44 PM): ;-)
flamie316 (2:04:51 PM): ok, I'
flamie316 (2:04:54 PM): I'll go tell him that
makoolaide (2:05:08 PM): ok...
makoolaide (2:05:13 PM): if you wish
flamie316 (2:07:26 PM): I did
flamie316 (2:07:28 PM): and he said
makoolaide (2:07:28 PM): :-)
makoolaide (2:07:33 PM): =-O
flamie316 (2:07:41 PM): "but the question is....is cow tipping real or not?"
makoolaide (2:07:51 PM): he asked me that too
flamie316 (2:07:57 PM): I see.
makoolaide (2:08:03 PM): LiGhTtHeFiReIn04 (2:07:48 PM): lol i asked him if he talked to the turtle
makoolaide (2:09:27 PM): makoolaide (2:08:08 PM): what else?
LiGhTtHeFiReIn04 (2:08:51 PM): he KILLED THE TURTLE
flamie316 (2:09:39 PM): it's true.
flamie316 (2:09:50 PM): and he asked me if the paramedics got there
flamie316 (2:10:00 PM): and I told him that they were too busy backing into the parking space.
makoolaide (2:10:22 PM): lolo
makoolaide (2:11:57 PM): man
makoolaide (2:12:03 PM): my neice ran out of formula
makoolaide (2:12:06 PM): and SCREAMED
flamie316 (2:12:08 PM): uh oh,
makoolaide (2:12:19 PM): mhm
makoolaide (2:13:46 PM): so my cut isnt that bad
makoolaide (2:13:50 PM): i rebanded it
makoolaide (2:15:39 PM): gum!
makoolaide (2:16:28 PM): sry
makoolaide (2:16:31 PM): i dont have ADD
flamie316 (2:17:27 PM): sure ya don't
flamie316 (2:19:39 PM): you feeling better?
makoolaide (2:19:46 PM): yes, i am
flamie316 (2:20:05 PM): good
flamie316 (2:20:19 PM): hey...did you talk to God about the cut on your arm?
makoolaide (2:20:27 PM): my arm?
flamie316 (2:20:34 PM): your left arm
flamie316 (2:20:37 PM): the one by your wrist
makoolaide (2:21:30 PM): wait
makoolaide (2:21:44 PM): the one you saw on friday right?
flamie316 (2:21:49 PM): yeah
flamie316 (2:22:29 PM): and you posted it in your xanfa
flamie316 (2:22:31 PM): xanga*
makoolaide (2:22:38 PM): brb
flamie316 (2:22:43 PM): ok
flamie316 (2:30:21 PM): where'd you go?

Auto response from makoolaide (2:30:21 PM): somewhere
over
the
rainbow

flamie316 (2:30:27 PM): ahh, I see.
makoolaide (2:34:08 PM): back
flamie316 (2:34:18 PM): finally.
flamie316 (2:34:19 PM): psh.
makoolaide (2:34:19 PM): oh no..
makoolaide (2:34:20 PM): lol
flamie316 (2:34:23 PM): hahaha
flamie316 (2:34:28 PM): you should see our conversation
makoolaide (2:34:34 PM): i bet
makoolaide (2:34:45 PM): dude
makoolaide (2:35:00 PM): GAR
flamie316 (2:35:02 PM): what?
makoolaide (2:41:39 PM): hi
flamie316 (2:41:48 PM): hey, smoogums
flamie316 (2:43:02 PM): *tickle*
flamie316 (2:43:11 PM): *tickle*
flamie316 (2:43:13 PM): *tackle*
flamie316 (2:43:19 PM): this better not take 10 minutes...
makoolaide (2:44:34 PM): oh it will take longer then that
flamie316 (3:04:56 PM): I'm sorry.

Auto response from makoolaide (3:04:56 PM): Busy planning to be spontaneous.

flamie316 (3:05:04 PM): yeah I did

Auto response from makoolaide (3:05:04 PM): Busy planning to be spontaneous.

flamie316 (3:05:14 PM): I questioned your word.
flamie316 (3:05:19 PM): because...
flamie316 (3:05:20 PM): in the past
flamie316 (3:05:21 PM): for instance
flamie316 (3:05:28 PM): back when things with rachel upset you
flamie316 (3:05:33 PM): I'd ask you if it was ok
flamie316 (3:05:38 PM): because I knew you'd say yes
flamie316 (3:05:42 PM): and when you said yes
flamie316 (3:05:50 PM): I knew you actually mean no
flamie316 (3:05:54 PM): but I didn't question it
flamie316 (3:06:03 PM): because "yes" was the answer I wanted.
flamie316 (3:06:11 PM): so...I want to make sure, now
flamie316 (3:06:23 PM): so...I'm sorry.
makoolaide (3:07:07 PM): its not a big deal because you already told her you would
makoolaide (3:07:12 PM): and i know nothing woul happen
makoolaide (3:07:14 PM): so its fine
makoolaide (3:07:31 PM): and i am sorry i snapped at you
flamie316 (3:10:04 PM): testing

Auto response from makoolaide (3:10:04 PM): somewhere
over
the
rainbow

flamie316 (3:10:06 PM): testing
flamie316 (3:10:11 PM): you're not by your computer
flamie316 (3:10:12 PM): poo
flamie316 (3:10:13 PM): poopoo
flamie316 (3:10:22 PM): poop comes out of your butt
flamie316 (3:11:01 PM): and...
flamie316 (3:11:35 PM): you may have scars..
flamie316 (3:11:50 PM): but people are more drawn to your smile.
makoolaide (3:31:37 PM): haha
flamie316 (3:31:46 PM): "fine!"
makoolaide (3:31:51 PM): flamie316 (3:10:22 PM): poop comes out of your butt
makoolaide (3:31:53 PM): I hate
makoolaide (3:31:54 PM): HATE
makoolaide (3:31:56 PM): hanging up first
flamie316 (3:32:01 PM): I know you do
flamie316 (3:32:02 PM): :-)
makoolaide (3:32:07 PM): FINE!
makoolaide (3:32:09 PM): rawr.
flamie316 (3:32:14 PM): :-)
flamie316 (3:32:21 PM): now...I gotta go poop before work
flamie316 (3:32:22 PM): ok?
flamie316 (3:32:23 PM): I love you
flamie316 (3:32:27 PM): *kiss*
flamie316 (3:32:33 PM): talk to you tonight, love
makoolaide (3:32:33 PM): i love you
makoolaide (3:32:34 PM): ok
flamie316 signed off at 3:32:41 PM.
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