too much food.
i am completely exhausted.
summer school (which i am failing)
working almost everyday.. and numerous doubles
&& trying to still have some kind of social life is killing me.
work is decent. i rarely have any kind of real problem. the money is pretty good, sorta slow, but it should pick up when school starts.
love life.? so weird. i have come to this point where i dont even want to be close with a guy. i am so content being single. it seems like when you have that mentality, that's when everyone comes running to you wanting something more. its nice to be liked and shown attention. but.. hm
it's like when i first am somewhat interested in someone and there is a positive response for a brief time i am really excited and interested.. then even faster it completely fades out for no reason really.. and that makes it so awkward because there is no reason that i shouldnt be interested in that person, i'm just not. and i have nothing to tell them really so they are left in the dark. maybe that is just a sign that i havent met anyone with whom i have any real chemistry with lately.
summer school (which i am failing)
working almost everyday.. and numerous doubles
&& trying to still have some kind of social life is killing me.
work is decent. i rarely have any kind of real problem. the money is pretty good, sorta slow, but it should pick up when school starts.
love life.? so weird. i have come to this point where i dont even want to be close with a guy. i am so content being single. it seems like when you have that mentality, that's when everyone comes running to you wanting something more. its nice to be liked and shown attention. but.. hm
it's like when i first am somewhat interested in someone and there is a positive response for a brief time i am really excited and interested.. then even faster it completely fades out for no reason really.. and that makes it so awkward because there is no reason that i shouldnt be interested in that person, i'm just not. and i have nothing to tell them really so they are left in the dark. maybe that is just a sign that i havent met anyone with whom i have any real chemistry with lately.