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[ma_ev_e]

i left work early today. it was so weird how everything just has been building up lately, as much as i vent and talk to people, there are so many things i cant tell anyone but you. all those things just eat away at me.

monday is the sentencing. i feel numb about it. i dont know what it will be like. i dont expect it to solve anything. i hope it doesnt make everything worse.

my head is pounding. i'm glad im not going out tonight.

i just want to drive around for awhile