get your feet wet woman
i finished my book today. the ending was not very good, but oh well. it gave a lot of good advice that i intend on following maybe. lately i have the hardest time connecting with people. besides the people i know i feel like i shut others out. i dont even kno why. its just easier i suppose. i like the friends i have and maybe i feel like thats enough. but really is silly because they cant ALWAYS be there.. like physically i mean. they will be busy sometimes. going out with their other friends, their bfs and gfs, and just living their life. i need to just get out of my little bubble that i always trap myself in. i am young, smart (most of the time.. ok SOME of the time haha jk) and i am pretty comfortable with who i am. i know i am fun to be around and that people can see that. i need to just allow myself to let others in.
i am really really enjoying life lately. i do so many things i never let myself do before. i was constantly worrying about someone else.. but today i sat outside in the sun and just read a book for a couple hours.. i wasnt worried about responding to anyones texts, worrying about someone else in general, and i didnt in the least bit feel lonely. i just felt myself. i was really happy to just be in the sun.
its interesting to be like this. for awhile i was always the girl with a boyfriend and then after that always obsessed with having a guy in my life. i dont know where this view of needing a guy to be happy came from. its obviously not true. i am happy now. sure i get upset but i have also dealt with and am still dealing with a lot in the past almost 2 years. i am not really the kind of person that moves on from things.. even little things. i cant help but think about them. however, i think its better if i learn to let go of the little things in life because there are bigger things i need to come to terms with.
you cant move backward only forward..
i am really really enjoying life lately. i do so many things i never let myself do before. i was constantly worrying about someone else.. but today i sat outside in the sun and just read a book for a couple hours.. i wasnt worried about responding to anyones texts, worrying about someone else in general, and i didnt in the least bit feel lonely. i just felt myself. i was really happy to just be in the sun.
its interesting to be like this. for awhile i was always the girl with a boyfriend and then after that always obsessed with having a guy in my life. i dont know where this view of needing a guy to be happy came from. its obviously not true. i am happy now. sure i get upset but i have also dealt with and am still dealing with a lot in the past almost 2 years. i am not really the kind of person that moves on from things.. even little things. i cant help but think about them. however, i think its better if i learn to let go of the little things in life because there are bigger things i need to come to terms with.
you cant move backward only forward..