Sep 04, 2002 22:41
I got a call from Phil [Marie's cousin]now you see I've gone out w/ him before (right after I broke up w/ Daniel) but I didnt have much intrest , not that I didnt like him or anything but rather I felt that I needed time alone.
I wasnt in a rush to get w/ anyone else after Daniel
(catch my drift?)
oh then he tried to get in contact w/ me while I was staying @ home but ofcourse I never did go out w/ him cause of my parents & junk
so anyways he called a few days ago and asked if I wanted to go out and I was like "yeah,forsure" and I told him "we should go to the beach" and he was all like "dont you think thats boring?"
~I wont even get into that!
...
so we set a date {weird 'date'} but he ends up taking me to Knotts Berry Farm I was kinda uncomfortable about it cause I mean pshh I've never had anyone do something like that for 'me'.
it made my heart smile.I cant believe he took me there,I had a blast but I would've been cool with going to the beach.I dont want him to spend money on 'me' or think thats what I'm about cause I'm not.now dont get me wrong it was sooo sweet I loved it , Its just I wouldnt want Phil to think he has to spend money on 'me'
|oh goodness , I just know Marie is gonna give me some crap for writtng about my 'heart smiling'|
-she caught me trying to E-mail him earlier but I didnt end up sending it.she teased me then let everyone know I was "writing Phil a love letter"
oh yeah , and the whole time we were @ Knotts that song
"kiss the girl"-Little Mermaid kept going thru my mind.I tried to flirt but guess I've lost my 'mojo' ....mmmmm,potatoes,oh yeah!!
me & Marie are gonna have a welfare feast tomorrow!!
welps its getting late so I guess I'll end this soon ,I want to write more but ...then I'd be too tired to send a E-mail ;p