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[ma_and_jk]

so whats new been hangin out alot chilling with people just trying to have fun been with melissa alot today we actually hung out in a group and it was nice most of the time then end was kinda eeer but it got better i love u melissa

i dont know maybe im weird i never no whats going on i do but i dont like right now what am i saying i dont know if you do tell me please im confused and alone and idk im so hurt but im happy or trying to be i dont know at all i just want to be sure of everything i really just want to know what i should how i should feel where i should i be how should i be living whats my reason i miss it i used to think i new but now i dont i used to be different what the fuck this is stupid no one cares i just i dont know

gnite