if love is a labor, i'll slave 'till the end.
hello fans. this entry may be a little depressing and disturbing to some but too bad. don't read it if you don't want to hear me rant about death.
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we're all going to die. plain and simple.
it's a fairly bland topic but i'm going to make my point any minute.
as most of you know i used to be highly suicidal. USED to be. not anymore. so don't worry. anyways, i don't really think i could take the loss if any one of my friends died, because i'm very close to most of you. so i ask, what would you do to cope with the loss if your best friend died?
i have no idea how i would handle it but i suppose i'm fairly unstable. i'd probably end up cutting again if someone like diana, dana, taylor, michelle, or katy suddenly died. what i'm really trying to say, i suppose, is that you folks mean a lot to me regardless you choose to belive it or not. i'd miss you. so don't die fucktards and we'll all be okay. :)
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now on a more sunny note, i'm doing good. i've gathered myself enough to play a perfect game of bowling. so i'm pretty excited about that. i'd like to know if everyone is alright, so if your reading and your not too busy for me, drop me a line.
i'm getting better at my german, i can almos speak, not type, complete sentences. it's very hard because there are several pronunciations (sp) and words in german for any simple english word. i hope to get it eventually, keep cheering. 8)
i made a new friend on aim, her name is noelle. she's 19 and lives in california. she's really cool. whoot whoot.
i got invited to the movies about a week ago, but i did't have the monies to go. i probably missed out on a really fun time too but i might be able to go some other time. if anyone has seen the new charlie and the chocolate factory, how was it?
i'd like to go see war of the worlds and the fantastic 4 as well, but charlie and the chocolate factory has always been my favorite movie, so i have to go see that first. as well as batman begins of course.
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and just in case you forgot;
i love you.
stay classy.
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we're all going to die. plain and simple.
it's a fairly bland topic but i'm going to make my point any minute.
as most of you know i used to be highly suicidal. USED to be. not anymore. so don't worry. anyways, i don't really think i could take the loss if any one of my friends died, because i'm very close to most of you. so i ask, what would you do to cope with the loss if your best friend died?
i have no idea how i would handle it but i suppose i'm fairly unstable. i'd probably end up cutting again if someone like diana, dana, taylor, michelle, or katy suddenly died. what i'm really trying to say, i suppose, is that you folks mean a lot to me regardless you choose to belive it or not. i'd miss you. so don't die fucktards and we'll all be okay. :)
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now on a more sunny note, i'm doing good. i've gathered myself enough to play a perfect game of bowling. so i'm pretty excited about that. i'd like to know if everyone is alright, so if your reading and your not too busy for me, drop me a line.
i'm getting better at my german, i can almos speak, not type, complete sentences. it's very hard because there are several pronunciations (sp) and words in german for any simple english word. i hope to get it eventually, keep cheering. 8)
i made a new friend on aim, her name is noelle. she's 19 and lives in california. she's really cool. whoot whoot.
i got invited to the movies about a week ago, but i did't have the monies to go. i probably missed out on a really fun time too but i might be able to go some other time. if anyone has seen the new charlie and the chocolate factory, how was it?
i'd like to go see war of the worlds and the fantastic 4 as well, but charlie and the chocolate factory has always been my favorite movie, so i have to go see that first. as well as batman begins of course.
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and just in case you forgot;
i love you.
stay classy.