a neat song with neat modifications
My own special version
Coming out of my cage
And I've been doing just fine (better than i thought i'd be)
Gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all ( i don't expect much from people)
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this? (he's definitely changed)
It was only a kiss
It was only a kiss
Now I'm falling asleep
And he's calling a cab (or staying at the party)
While he's having a smoke (wouldn't doubt it)
And she's taking a drag ( probably)
Now they're going to bed (......)
And my stomach is sick (it has been for 2 days now)
And it's all in my head (i wish)
But she's touching his chest now
He takes off her dress now (and God knows what else)
Let me go (this has helped me to let go)
And i just can't look its killing me
And taking control
I left out the "jealousy" chorus because I will never be jealous of someone who could do that to someone they love. I've only talked to Sims a few times but he seems like such a sweet guy. I feel so bad for him. I was really surprised at how many of her friends were telling me to beat her ass today. Everyone needs to calm down. I'm not gonna beat anyone's ass. Girls are bitches (in general).
I hate people who lie. I don't even think i could bring myself to lie to someone i had cared about for a year and a half. Especially about that. Drew was such a different person when we were together. I feel like I don't even know him anymore. He used to actually be nice to me sometimes believe it or not. Oh well. I'm kind of glad this happened so I can just move on and have fun with my life. I'm not gonna worry about people who think it's ok to treat others like pure shit.
The Cherry Blossom festival saturday was fun. The dancing went well but it was hard to do everything full out because the stage was so small. The hip hop dance was awesome though. I love dancing. It helps me to not think about anything. I'm SOOO excited that i get to go somewhere for spring break. I'm going to Destin with some people from dance....i can't wait to get away from it all and just hang out with my friends. It's less than two weeks away!!!!
I surprisingly had a really good day today. Mainly because drew wasn't a part of it. : )
-xoxo- peath out