May 18, 2009 16:14
At the end of a vacation that was both necessary and undeserved, I find myself boarding a flight back to the real world.
Somehow I have no money. I don't pay rent, or any bills for that matter, but I also haven't work a shift at the Chimes in over two weeks. I blame finals and lethargy. My one true goal for the summer: pay off a maxed out credit card and have money left over for the three weddings I have to go to this summer.
Tomorrow my band and I will be recording our second album, and our first under the new name. It will undoubtedly be a great time, but there will be this underlying feeling of sadness and regret for me. Why hadn't I just finished school on time? Why do they have to move away now? Why can't I go too? I find myself watching my second wave of great college friends leaving me behind.
All that aside, I'm almost done. I'll be there soon. I'll be at zero. Ready to go. All I ask is that you guys wait for me.