I can carry the weight of the world
ryan....gone.
ruffy....gone.
summer....going back to school, so partially gone.
so i did the only thing a kid in my sitch can do, i got a god-damned myspace? the feeling isn't immediately great, it's just another thing to check when i actually go on this cursed thing. so, i didn't have my cell phone for 24 hours, and i was flipping. Apparently i left it at summers but i couldn't get a hold of her all day. I had the sad realization that i was attached to this cancer giving device. I was never like that before, is it progress? Probably not, but in this world it is partially necessary.
The job hunt isn't going so well, I had such high hopes, and now I'm looking at less than awesome work. To keep me afloat I'm babysitting, but it's not good enough. A year ago I wasn't in the most ideal place, job, car, home....but it was better than now.
I never thought I'd say this, but i wanna fast forward to were I'm supposed to be.
I'm soo in the middle, I'm not some worrying bout tomorrows meal kid. But I'm not moving up either.
I always have too much time at the wrong time. cheers.
ruffy....gone.
summer....going back to school, so partially gone.
so i did the only thing a kid in my sitch can do, i got a god-damned myspace? the feeling isn't immediately great, it's just another thing to check when i actually go on this cursed thing. so, i didn't have my cell phone for 24 hours, and i was flipping. Apparently i left it at summers but i couldn't get a hold of her all day. I had the sad realization that i was attached to this cancer giving device. I was never like that before, is it progress? Probably not, but in this world it is partially necessary.
The job hunt isn't going so well, I had such high hopes, and now I'm looking at less than awesome work. To keep me afloat I'm babysitting, but it's not good enough. A year ago I wasn't in the most ideal place, job, car, home....but it was better than now.
I never thought I'd say this, but i wanna fast forward to were I'm supposed to be.
I'm soo in the middle, I'm not some worrying bout tomorrows meal kid. But I'm not moving up either.
I always have too much time at the wrong time. cheers.