Sep 01, 2006 11:00
i didn't think i'd miss...well, i did, but i didn't realize how much. walking this morning it was like mornings on the playa. the air was cool, but the sun was rising beautiful and warm. i closed my eyes and welcomed the sun and could almost smell the playa.
reading a's journal i knew i had to go next year. its like a part of me feels incomplete. i'm considering decompression, but i know it won't be the same. i know i'm doing what i need to be doing taking classes here, and finishing my life up in this place, but there's a part of me that just wants to jump in the car and drive to the desert...except i have no car.
waiting for next year...