ready to get off the roller coaster...
its been a hellish week of ups and downs. days of waking up hating it here and then having beautiful experiences and loving the light love and energy here. spent an exhausting two hours on the phone sobbing and laughing and crying some more with a's attentive and compassionate ear on the other end. some days i feel bipolar. it's funny though...everytime i start hitting a low point i have all these beautiful things happen that seem to ease up on my feelings of despair.
i've been doing more and more reiki. its such a beautiful thing to share with other people and i have had some amazing experiences doing it...plus some really positive feedback from the people i've worked on. it makes me think that i can and i will be able to do this as a job. that makes me happy.
i've been daydreaming about what i will do next after i leave heartwood. so often its hard for me to be in one place and be present. there's so much i want to do: go back to take more classes, farm, travel, teach...i don't even know where i want to be. mmm...by the ocean i think.
looking forward to the lost coast next month. its easy to get burnt out here.
i've been doing more and more reiki. its such a beautiful thing to share with other people and i have had some amazing experiences doing it...plus some really positive feedback from the people i've worked on. it makes me think that i can and i will be able to do this as a job. that makes me happy.
i've been daydreaming about what i will do next after i leave heartwood. so often its hard for me to be in one place and be present. there's so much i want to do: go back to take more classes, farm, travel, teach...i don't even know where i want to be. mmm...by the ocean i think.
looking forward to the lost coast next month. its easy to get burnt out here.