Strength through JE.
Yesterday i cried. A LOT.
It was because i had put off a history project until two days before it was due. I hate my stupid procrastinating self. I didn't know how i was supposed to do it or what to interview the person about or how to say it. The report is to interview someone over the age of sixty about their life. Then type a 1500 word report and give an oral report in front of the class with props. I was mad the minute school was out because i had suddenly remembered. I hardly spoke the rest of the day, because when im really upset i don't speak at all. When we got home my mom kept telling me stuff to do about it and she said she would somehow help me. But all i could do was lay on my bed and keep getting madder until i was crying uncontrollably. The stress of it all hit me like a ton of bricks. It took forever for me to try and calm myself down. I could bearly even eat. The only way i could calm myself down was to leave my reality for a bit and go into the world of JE. I watched a few JE pvs and performances. Seeing their beautifullness and silliness and inspiring songs and talks of succeeding and support made me suddenly relax. I had finally calmed down enough to talk and stop crying and be able to talk. I called my Grandpa in Oklahoma and asked him a bunch of questions. i gathered pictures and with the help of my mom and another phone call i had gotten a lot of the report done.
I am so happy for JE. They always say stuff like wanting to lift people up, inspire them, and just give them an all around better feeling with their songs and stuff. Well now i can finally relate with those types of people. They gave me strength and inspiration. XDDD
OF COURSE most of my strength comes from the almighty God, because with him all things are possible. But i do believe JE helped too.
So now i am finishing up my report to turn in tomorrow.
I don't feel so stressed at all right now. Once i turn this in tomorrow and then do the oral report sometime i will be a HECK OF A LOT less stressed. Well...then there's an English poetry report...D< ICKKY!
Stress is SOOO tiring.
~Laila-chan~!
It was because i had put off a history project until two days before it was due. I hate my stupid procrastinating self. I didn't know how i was supposed to do it or what to interview the person about or how to say it. The report is to interview someone over the age of sixty about their life. Then type a 1500 word report and give an oral report in front of the class with props. I was mad the minute school was out because i had suddenly remembered. I hardly spoke the rest of the day, because when im really upset i don't speak at all. When we got home my mom kept telling me stuff to do about it and she said she would somehow help me. But all i could do was lay on my bed and keep getting madder until i was crying uncontrollably. The stress of it all hit me like a ton of bricks. It took forever for me to try and calm myself down. I could bearly even eat. The only way i could calm myself down was to leave my reality for a bit and go into the world of JE. I watched a few JE pvs and performances. Seeing their beautifullness and silliness and inspiring songs and talks of succeeding and support made me suddenly relax. I had finally calmed down enough to talk and stop crying and be able to talk. I called my Grandpa in Oklahoma and asked him a bunch of questions. i gathered pictures and with the help of my mom and another phone call i had gotten a lot of the report done.
I am so happy for JE. They always say stuff like wanting to lift people up, inspire them, and just give them an all around better feeling with their songs and stuff. Well now i can finally relate with those types of people. They gave me strength and inspiration. XDDD
OF COURSE most of my strength comes from the almighty God, because with him all things are possible. But i do believe JE helped too.
So now i am finishing up my report to turn in tomorrow.
I don't feel so stressed at all right now. Once i turn this in tomorrow and then do the oral report sometime i will be a HECK OF A LOT less stressed. Well...then there's an English poetry report...D< ICKKY!
Stress is SOOO tiring.
~Laila-chan~!