Excited out of all this stress
Yes there are things to be excited about out of all this stress and mild depression type stuff.
I will list the exciting things first. In no particular order:
~ Akon is gonna be so much fun. Hopefully we can pull together this Hetalia cosplay.
~JBB sounds like fun and i love my dress that fits me well. Can't wait to eat at Chik-fil-a in a formal dress! XD And also i think Taylor got my a blind date type thing. I told her my mom really wants me to have a guy escort/date type thing, but that i didn't know who to ask and even if i did have someone i wouldn't ask because imma chicken. Then i suggested maybe Sam could bring a friend of his to be my date. And she asked him and he found someone. But he doesn't know for sure yet.
~ There's gonna be a drama adaptaion of the manga/anime " The Wallflower" which is directed by NABESHIN and i think Haruka helped write maybe. (the Japanese guests we met at Kamikazecon2) =] But what makes it soooo EXCITING is the fact that KAME, TEGOSHI, ANNDDDD UCHIIIII are in it! That makes me so darn happy!!! I wuv JE! And and Uchi is getting more things to do. Maybe Johnny will straighten up and put him back in his rightful place in the agency...with his BANDS!! >.<
~ And then there's the StuCo state convention that i signed-up for and payed a down payment on. It sounded like so much fun from Tay and Dokkun. I just hope i can get the rest of the money.
Now for the depressing parts which will be all in one paragraph because im lazy ranter...
First of all i feel like a horrible student because i procrastinate soo much. I mean, I really want to get it done its just the act of actually starting a project and following through. And i have mixed feelings about this whole English Book project things... wiat no i dont. I pretty much dont like it. The AP style anyway. We have to choose off of a list...i mean yeah those are excellent acredited books or whatever and i really liked the first one i did, but this one not so much. It took a long time to get into and it was too late to change. I'd rather just read on my own leisure time and with books i long to read. /Another thing is that it feels like everytime a get a crush or think I might develop a liking on someone, they go out and get a girlfriend. I guess its my fault for not expressing anything, but im not so much a blunt person. And then there's this whole thing where when im around someone i like i get at a loss for things to say, or stumble, or just not talk at all. I don't know why, i just get all fluttery and mesmerized or something... the last guy i really crushed big over...never really seemed to notice me. I mean yeah i had conversations with him sometimes and said hi everytime i saw him but, nothing happened. Then after he graduated it's like it got worse, but now he has a girlfriend so i've pretty much given up. I think i'll just wait til college for the whole dating thing. Hopefully i can find an asian guy. xDDD
~LAILA!~
P.S.
My laptop was un-fixable. So i'm getting a completely wiped clean laptop back.
great...NOT! Poor lappy. WHY IN THE WORLD DID SOMEONE EVER INVENT FRICKEN VIRUSES?!?!?
I will list the exciting things first. In no particular order:
~ Akon is gonna be so much fun. Hopefully we can pull together this Hetalia cosplay.
~JBB sounds like fun and i love my dress that fits me well. Can't wait to eat at Chik-fil-a in a formal dress! XD And also i think Taylor got my a blind date type thing. I told her my mom really wants me to have a guy escort/date type thing, but that i didn't know who to ask and even if i did have someone i wouldn't ask because imma chicken. Then i suggested maybe Sam could bring a friend of his to be my date. And she asked him and he found someone. But he doesn't know for sure yet.
~ There's gonna be a drama adaptaion of the manga/anime " The Wallflower" which is directed by NABESHIN and i think Haruka helped write maybe. (the Japanese guests we met at Kamikazecon2) =] But what makes it soooo EXCITING is the fact that KAME, TEGOSHI, ANNDDDD UCHIIIII are in it! That makes me so darn happy!!! I wuv JE! And and Uchi is getting more things to do. Maybe Johnny will straighten up and put him back in his rightful place in the agency...with his BANDS!! >.<
~ And then there's the StuCo state convention that i signed-up for and payed a down payment on. It sounded like so much fun from Tay and Dokkun. I just hope i can get the rest of the money.
Now for the depressing parts which will be all in one paragraph because im lazy ranter...
First of all i feel like a horrible student because i procrastinate soo much. I mean, I really want to get it done its just the act of actually starting a project and following through. And i have mixed feelings about this whole English Book project things... wiat no i dont. I pretty much dont like it. The AP style anyway. We have to choose off of a list...i mean yeah those are excellent acredited books or whatever and i really liked the first one i did, but this one not so much. It took a long time to get into and it was too late to change. I'd rather just read on my own leisure time and with books i long to read. /Another thing is that it feels like everytime a get a crush or think I might develop a liking on someone, they go out and get a girlfriend. I guess its my fault for not expressing anything, but im not so much a blunt person. And then there's this whole thing where when im around someone i like i get at a loss for things to say, or stumble, or just not talk at all. I don't know why, i just get all fluttery and mesmerized or something... the last guy i really crushed big over...never really seemed to notice me. I mean yeah i had conversations with him sometimes and said hi everytime i saw him but, nothing happened. Then after he graduated it's like it got worse, but now he has a girlfriend so i've pretty much given up. I think i'll just wait til college for the whole dating thing. Hopefully i can find an asian guy. xDDD
~LAILA!~
P.S.
My laptop was un-fixable. So i'm getting a completely wiped clean laptop back.
great...NOT! Poor lappy. WHY IN THE WORLD DID SOMEONE EVER INVENT FRICKEN VIRUSES?!?!?