Tired?...happy?...confused?...What?!
I am sooooooooooooooooo tired right now. I wanna sleep but can't. I HAVE A STUPID POLITICAL PAPER TO WRITE! ugh... I could see if i were an eco or government class, writing a two paged typed paper on conservatives and liberals, BUT this is for U.S. History. NOT current discussions and concerns. STUPID ELECTION!!! im ready for this to be over with! @#@$^!@#**@#$**! That is so not bleeping out cursing btw. Im just letting out incoherent jibberish.
Even my mom can tell im tired and stressed with grades. At band practice i haven't been holding my flute level with the ground lately. Im just too tired to care.
Last night i went to drama get-to-know-you halloween party. It was ok i guess. Could have been a bit better. Still fun though. I did win overall best costume. Which shouldn't have happened cause i was just a gypsy. But that guy (T.J.) i have mentioned liking before, well he nominated me cause he is one of the officers. And my brother/best friend, Dokkun (not really brother) is an officer too (only officers were nominating and voting and they couldn't be nominated) was like ok and i think he nominated his girlfriend (my very good friend DANIE! lol) cause they needed two for each catagory. The other officers weren't paying much attention i guess to care but Dokkun said he could vote because im his "sister" and Danie is his girlfriend (boyfriend! lol XD) and he couldn't decide so T.J. was like Alright i'll settle this and picked me without a second guess. So i won because of him. =]]]] Dokkun waited til he was taking me home to tell me this and he says it means "something". I really really really want it to mean something because me and TJ have been getting closer i think. idk. im just confused. I heard him say once that he doesn't like high school relationships and went on a rant of how they're pointless. So this is why im happy and confused. Happy because something MIGHT happen and confused as to why me and why him and how it will happen. i just don't know.
omg i haven't had the urge to watch dramas. i think the world is coming to an end! O.O!!!
no seriously though. I haven't watched one in a while and its not really bugging me. ;-;
I need to go to Darling's to watch new Ryo and Nino and Erika dramaaaa. Sibling fun!
WHAT?!?!
oh and i still need to start watching that drama recommended to me: Why why Love.
BUT THERE IS NO TIME!!!! -crycry-
Lubu lubu rawr rawr?
~♥~ Laihliah