Brittle Bullet
Today was like no other. I woke up early and went to work/All-Star meet. I was basically paid to swim and hang out with friends. For once, I really enjoyed everything to the fullest extent. Now I am considered 7th best breaststroker in the county. This is out of about 14 teams. One day though... I shall be numero Uno! While I was there, I saw my friend Jen. I haven't seen her in the longest time and I was estatic that I was able to see her again. I got a few screen names from friends as well. I can't wait till Wednesday when we have our banquet! It is definitely something I'm looking forward to.
In other news... Spencer brought over one of his friends today. He is apparently spending the night, but it's all kool. He's not half bad... when he stops talking. ^_^ But so far... this is all small news. The real exciting, fun, motivating, nerve racking moments was in Fairfax. I couldn't sit still in the car. For once, I was nervous... so I fell asleep. ^_^ LOL! Earlier on I had called around after we found an old Middle School directory. I called a good 4 people until finally Molly McKee, my first kiss, answered the phone and she said she had no plans. I finally arrived at her house at about 7:50 PM, after we had dropped my dad off at the airport. My mom and the two litle people went out to eat at IHOP while I stayed at Molly's house and we talked about Frederick and about everything else. It was great. For once I was able to relax with complete enjoyment, and I didn't have any sexual feelings bothering me... as much as usual. ^_^ Molly hasn't changed at all. Well... cept for the fact that she is taller... still taller than me! >_< We ate some ice cream, checked out this awesome google thing where you can see just about everything on earth from space and it even goes into detail. I was thinking about cghekcing that thing out tonight, but I'm not sure if I'll have any time. We also fooled around outside (I'm pretty damn sure that we woke up plenty of neighbors. YAY LOL! ^_^) playing ping pong (violent ping pong that is), play fighting with plastic swords and other things, and basically just hangin on each other. We then went inside and went into the basement. There we played aorund with Molly's clothes stuff and we had a blast messing with the toys and everything else. It was just like being a kid again! We left late at night and they even wanted us to come back soon. I hope that next time I can see other people I haven't seen in a while as well. I wonder if Molly will tell Alexandra or Zach or anyone about me. Either way... it was just great to be with someone who helped mold me into who I am today. I will try my hardest to never forget her.
I know that she won't ever read this, but I at least want to say it. I want to thank you with all my heart Molly. You taught me to fend for myself; you had me get onto my feet and do things that are worth doing. I feel that I wouldn't be motivated like I am if it weren't for you. If I could have ever been closer to you in my life that would have been unimaginably amasing. I missed you and everyone else and I hope that you can tell Zach Hally what I told you about him. I feel that he was a great role model and probably set my mood to the way it is. I hope that I can visit again soon. I will try while I don't have swim practice and when my mom isn't working.
I also will need time for Shankmin. By what I hear, Hannah want'sus for a gig at her B-day party in 2 months. We need to practice more often and get at least 5 songs down and get a groove of things. We need to be ready for moving our equipment and we need to get the right types of distortion for the songs. I have decided that if no one in the band will be any more assertive, then I will try to get plans for us. I don't desire power from the band, but only for us to improve and put forth more effort in writing, playing, and getting down the songs. Perhaps we need to get in better terms with each other as well. Brian might have something against Barry, but he seems to be perfectly fine with me. Mike seems to have something on his mind, and I honestly hope that it doesn't concern any of the members. Perhaps he is just uncomfortabole with Brian, or maybe it ws something I've done. Either way... I will use this newfound time I have gained to spend more time with Shankmin, and my other friends. ADIOS!