Ahh, What does love got to do with it?
This weekend was great.
Wednesday it was a 1/2 day at school so after I got home I waited for something kool to happen. Then Andy Herrera, Andrew Chamberlain, Neil Johnson, and Josh Stevenson just are outside in my yard. I'm like whatever kool. So I go with them and then I'm like oh yeah I have plans with Caralyn, yo. So I call up C-lyn and I'm like "YO C-LYN WE'RE COMING TO GET CHAAA." I think she was a little angry, but oh well. Our plan was to meet her at Ottawa High School well she wasn't there so I was like lets walk farther and Andy was being an ass the whole fucking time. I was just like Andy seriously shut the fuck up I'm annoyed. And yeah then Josh and Andy walked on the other side of the street and Neil went over there to pretend like he was a tree. Then Andrew had to leave to go shower. So I'm walking by myself and a white truck comes by and whistles at me. I'm like what the fuck. I'm telling Neil, and I'm like dude a Japanese guy just rode by and goes "OH HEY BABY HOW YOU DOIN'?" And we're just cracking up the whole time. So then we end up at Caralyn's house but we don't know where she's at? All the sudden I hear my name and I turn around and it's Caralyn. Shes like oh my god where have you guys been I just went all the way to the movies. It was hilarious. Then we all ended up going to subway and all the suddent Chade, William, Cara, and Erica pull up to subway. The boys completly ditch us. (BTW Josh Stevenson is freaking weird. We're all like sititng together basically and hes all the way across the room, we were like Josh come over here and hes like "STFU I'M NOT FUCKING COMING OVER THERE YOU GUYS ARE SO FUCKING IMMATURE". We're like umm okay? Hes fucking bipolar I swear) Then Me, Caralyn, Cara, and Erica went to Central to role down the huge hill. It was great. Then the boys come 20 hours later and we were just like oh now you want us. Well we all got sick of Chades little attitude. so we started throwing our shoes at him, yeah it was hilarious. He threw Caralyns shoe over the fence almost into the water but her love got it for her (WILLY). So then Chade fell over or something from laughing and all the girls just start killer kicking him. I'm like well fuck. Then we're all fighting back and fourth, and he decieded to call Mari and Paige. And he was like yeah they're going to kick your ass. Well that was a long story when they came but no one got beat up or whatever. Although Caralyn got pushed down. HARD. No one got hurt. Then we walked to Handy Foods and Ericas brother came and got us and Caralyn was supposed to stay the night but I changed my mind.
Thursday- TURKEY DAY, yumm. Was at my aunts house the entire time with my little cousins. Then I ended up calling Nikki because it would be the only time I could really hang out with her and it was the first and last time I seen her. We rented *scary* movies and shit.
Friday- I went to the parade with Cassidy Franklin :). Then Me, Cassidy, and her cousins Jordan & Taylor, and Taylors girlfriend Haley went to Bianchis. Then Jordan took us around driving. I'm pretty sure Taylor wanted Jordan to stop the car so he could get out and chase a coon. He reminded me so much of our Andy Herrera. Then he seen deer, so he chased them to. Then we ended up at Cassidys house and I called my mom and went home around 9. Then I picked up Caralyn and went to Carlyes house. Well I couldnt find her house but we ended up calling her and it was all good. Alright so when we got there we ended up waching TV for a while then Katie comes in and goes lets go upstairs. So we go upstairs and talk for a very long time. About everything and anything. Then we went downstairs around 12 and got on myspace and we were making fun of people myspaces. Hahah, lol. Then we all got hungry and went searching for fcking food. Well we got whip cream? If that counts as anything. Then we decieded we were going to go do something violent to someone house. So we all went upstairs to get something black from Carlyes closet. Well it was like 15º outside and it was super cold. So we did absolutely nothing to the middle of the street. Then came back inside and pretty much went to bed.
Saturday- I pretty much did nothing. I was supposed to go to the OHS game with Caralyn and Geiger but instead I went out to eat with my family and my little cousin stayed the night. What the fuck is that shit. ahaha.
Ahh, I don't know what to think anymore. Me & Max broke up for sure no more. I'm done with that boy. I'm pretty sure theres no one left at Shepherd. Tom asked me if I liked him and I said no, so I guess now hes going out with Caralyn. Chris, eeh I don't think I would ever go back out with Chris even though hes drop dead gorgeous. Could never even like imagine going out with Nathan. Don't think I would ever want to go back out with Chade again. We've gone through so much it's just like well what the fuck is new. Umm Zach, I don't really think of Zach as a boyfriend. I would never go out with Tylor. I dont want to think about any of the little 7th graders although there is this boy that I think is super duper fucking hot but I don't even know his name. I wouldn't go out with any of the like groups of people in the MAX, BEENO, AMM group because they are gay. I just don't know. Ahhh, flying solo all the time.
After staying at Carlyes house and the talks we all had I got to understand hs a little better. Now I'm not scared one little bit to go there. Well maybe a little bit. But it seems like all the people I thought hated me, don't hate me at all they just thought I hated them. Like I used to think Carlye hated me but now I know she loves me. lol, and I'm kool with Katie, Carlye, Cassie, Ashley, Mari, Paige, Brittany, Rachel, Sarah Newell, and Lindsey, all the people I thought hated me. Haha, weird? Now the only thing I'm scared for is graduation. I found out all the seniors and juniors are super duper nice and stuff and I kinda found out how classes are and I'm not worried about not having lunch with any of my friends because I know I will. Well, I hope I will. And I'm really just scared of walking down to get my diploma. Will people cheer for me? Or will it be dead quiet? Hmmm, I hope they cheer. Lalala, I'm for sure going to Ottawa because my moms kinda making me. Shes like Marquettes gay you have to pay a $1.00 to wear jeans on Fridays. And all this shit I'm like then I'll pay a fucking dollar. Now Caralyns not even going to Marquette so fuck that.
I'm for sure not trying out for volleyball this year. Although volleyball was the only sport I did last year it would be way diffrent then this year. New coachs for both 7th and 8th grade teams. Also I'm just not going to be in it as much as I was last year. And hell yeah I'm going to miss buss rides there and back and practices and shit but like ugh, I don't know what I want to do.. I know that I just want to forget about volleyball for this year but something telling me to try out, and hopeing that I make it. I just hate the coach. Mrs. Something. Shes the cheerleading couch and I'm pretty sure we only have like 4 cheerleaders actually cheering because of her dumb rules. And I've missed like 3 student councils so I'm pretty sure I'm supposed to be kicked out by now.
I'm tired of typing.....
later <333 melissa.