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Halloween is coming soon.
Nearly two weeks until the greatest celebration of the year. The younger years will be running through the halls, full of sugar and energy. The best time of my life was my first Halloween at Hogwarts. The castle tranforms into something beyond magical, something unexplainable. Ah, but there is also the drama of finding a date for the dance, Hogsmeade, etc. I think it would be best for me to sit it out this year. I'm still weary from last year's attacks. Shouldn't I be?
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It really shows how unfit I am for being a Death Eater. If I still fear being attacked, from nearly a year ago, how could I possibly go through it week after week? I guess the life of an attacker is far different from that of an attackee.
But, the thought is always there... where did I go wrong? I was supposed to be there, fighting with my parents. Not here, writing about my day's dilemmas. I feel like scum of a Hufflepuff.
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Nearly two weeks until the greatest celebration of the year. The younger years will be running through the halls, full of sugar and energy. The best time of my life was my first Halloween at Hogwarts. The castle tranforms into something beyond magical, something unexplainable. Ah, but there is also the drama of finding a date for the dance, Hogsmeade, etc. I think it would be best for me to sit it out this year. I'm still weary from last year's attacks. Shouldn't I be?
[Private From All]
It really shows how unfit I am for being a Death Eater. If I still fear being attacked, from nearly a year ago, how could I possibly go through it week after week? I guess the life of an attacker is far different from that of an attackee.
But, the thought is always there... where did I go wrong? I was supposed to be there, fighting with my parents. Not here, writing about my day's dilemmas. I feel like scum of a Hufflepuff.
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