hear are the words i'm speaking, can you still hear them or have you already stopped listening

[m_liang]

there should be somethings that are just simple. this should be one of them. i wish it was, but it's not.

why is it that some of the little things are the things that drive me mad. i know the end is coming, not now but... in the future. i don't think it will be bad, but what do i know. nothing that's what, or at least that's what it sure seems like. i can't see what i have right in front of me, but then again i do, kinda.

what is it that i want?