and the countdown begins...
tomorrow morning at 6am i'll be arriving at the hospital to have labor induced.
i dont know wether to be excited or scared...i'm having really mixed feelings and have been crying all freakin day.
its like i'm over being pregnant...and i just want to see my little man! but i almost feel as if i'm not sure how to distribute my love amongst two children...its like i feel guilty. i dont want my daughter to feel like i've replaced her...or that i love her any less.
and at the same time.. i'm positive that it will all come very natural to me..and that i will do fine with the two of them.
but i dont know.
i guess at this point the only thing i can do is try to relax, get a good nights sleep... hope for a quick and easy delivery...and after that... i just have to roll with it...
everything will work out. i'm sure.
xoxo
i dont know wether to be excited or scared...i'm having really mixed feelings and have been crying all freakin day.
its like i'm over being pregnant...and i just want to see my little man! but i almost feel as if i'm not sure how to distribute my love amongst two children...its like i feel guilty. i dont want my daughter to feel like i've replaced her...or that i love her any less.
and at the same time.. i'm positive that it will all come very natural to me..and that i will do fine with the two of them.
but i dont know.
i guess at this point the only thing i can do is try to relax, get a good nights sleep... hope for a quick and easy delivery...and after that... i just have to roll with it...
everything will work out. i'm sure.
xoxo