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i have come to the conclusion that i need a girlfriend.something else that makes me happy besides being fucked up.
everyone at school already knows that i smoke, which i really dont care casue everyone else does to.
but i was thinking....
that maybe i should do things in porpotion. instead of smokeing 50 billion times a day, maybe it should be like 25 billion. but i dought it.
but i got good grades so its all good.
when im high, i have become a thinker.
like today i was fishing and it came to me
that i should sell the alchohal we make.
and it worked. 50 bucks on what we had left.
and then i thought about how a year ago how happy i was.
its not so much that miss her, i juss miss what we had, like comeing home everyday and waiting for something that was real, or spending all my time with her and not careing what we did. or doing or saying the stpidest stuff and not careing, just someone that will make me happy, and its hard to find someone cause after haveing that i dont want to settle for less.
i sound like a bitch....
but im berly so its good
ps. abby rules
everyone at school already knows that i smoke, which i really dont care casue everyone else does to.
but i was thinking....
that maybe i should do things in porpotion. instead of smokeing 50 billion times a day, maybe it should be like 25 billion. but i dought it.
but i got good grades so its all good.
when im high, i have become a thinker.
like today i was fishing and it came to me
that i should sell the alchohal we make.
and it worked. 50 bucks on what we had left.
and then i thought about how a year ago how happy i was.
its not so much that miss her, i juss miss what we had, like comeing home everyday and waiting for something that was real, or spending all my time with her and not careing what we did. or doing or saying the stpidest stuff and not careing, just someone that will make me happy, and its hard to find someone cause after haveing that i dont want to settle for less.
i sound like a bitch....
but im berly so its good
ps. abby rules