Goodbye Hellish Week
Ugh, what a crappy week!
It may not seem like it, but I really hate complaining here. But I've got to get it out somewhere.
Jack has been cranky all week long, which means my patience with him is super short. And he's learned screaming from a certain big sister of his, so he wears even more on my nerves. Ella's attitude has improved a lot lately, which Angela and I are over the moon about, but she just gets so bored, I don't know what to do with her.
Still haven't heard back from anywhere about a job. I actually called some of them today to see if any of them knew or cared that I applied, and most of the answers I got back were along the lines of: "Uhh... right. How about I look at that soon, and I'll call you if it's considered?"
Sure. Thanks.
The diet's not going too well either. I just don't have that kind of discipline most of the time...
And, although I love her, Lauren's attitude was really pissing me off yesterday. I thought she had grown out of this? I don't know... I mean, I know she's not my responsibility, and I'm not going to try to change her, but I feel like she's better than that. And as her friend, I still have to look out for her. For as much crap as they fed us at Cathedral in those religion classes, one thing I still remember is that the most basic definition of love is "active concern for the well-being of another." I feel like this is true in a way. It doesn't encompass all of what love is, or its different forms, but at the most basic level of what that word means, I think that's right. So I still worry about her.
Then, come to find out today, Toki doesn't want to room with Joani and me our senior year. While I completely respect her decision and everything, I'm just worried about finding a place to live that year, and now another person to live with. If I can't live in an apartment, I'm getting a single. It's not that I don't want to live with Joani again, because I do, but I need my alone time. The food situation will definitely suck though. It would probably be a good time to work on a diet though...
But anyway. Enough of that.
I read some Secret Life of Dolls and felt better.
Also, the second season of Robin Hood came in!!! WOOT WOOT!!
I think I'm just depressed and frustrated with not having a solid job. $100/week from Angela isn't bad, but I'm going to need more than that to make it through the summer.
It may not seem like it, but I really hate complaining here. But I've got to get it out somewhere.
Jack has been cranky all week long, which means my patience with him is super short. And he's learned screaming from a certain big sister of his, so he wears even more on my nerves. Ella's attitude has improved a lot lately, which Angela and I are over the moon about, but she just gets so bored, I don't know what to do with her.
Still haven't heard back from anywhere about a job. I actually called some of them today to see if any of them knew or cared that I applied, and most of the answers I got back were along the lines of: "Uhh... right. How about I look at that soon, and I'll call you if it's considered?"
Sure. Thanks.
The diet's not going too well either. I just don't have that kind of discipline most of the time...
And, although I love her, Lauren's attitude was really pissing me off yesterday. I thought she had grown out of this? I don't know... I mean, I know she's not my responsibility, and I'm not going to try to change her, but I feel like she's better than that. And as her friend, I still have to look out for her. For as much crap as they fed us at Cathedral in those religion classes, one thing I still remember is that the most basic definition of love is "active concern for the well-being of another." I feel like this is true in a way. It doesn't encompass all of what love is, or its different forms, but at the most basic level of what that word means, I think that's right. So I still worry about her.
Then, come to find out today, Toki doesn't want to room with Joani and me our senior year. While I completely respect her decision and everything, I'm just worried about finding a place to live that year, and now another person to live with. If I can't live in an apartment, I'm getting a single. It's not that I don't want to live with Joani again, because I do, but I need my alone time. The food situation will definitely suck though. It would probably be a good time to work on a diet though...
But anyway. Enough of that.
I read some Secret Life of Dolls and felt better.
Also, the second season of Robin Hood came in!!! WOOT WOOT!!
I think I'm just depressed and frustrated with not having a solid job. $100/week from Angela isn't bad, but I'm going to need more than that to make it through the summer.