ok...so im still supposed to be doing my US History homework (which is due on tuesday btw) but im not. well, because, its boring. and i hate it. lol so to get my mind off of that...i wrote some more this week. XDDD and because school is starting in two days, i decided to post these before homework takes over! *sniff*
this is a continuation of my Tegomass Drabbles collection! i wrote five more to add on to the other three but the post is too big so im cutting it down to two. im really sorry because these dont have as much fluff as the others did. i guess that's because i wrote most of these on a gloomy day :(
a few of these drabbles include NewS members! yay!
im starting to think that these arent drabbles anymore. some are turning out really long lol
Part 1
#4.
“Hey, Tesshi! Tesshi! Get up! HEY! DON’T FALL ASLEEP ON MY COUCH!” All of Massu’s yelling was useless. Tegoshi would not budge at all.
The two went to hang out for the day. It has been a while after all. So they went shopping, watched a movie, ate dinner, and of course went to karaoke. It wasn’t complete after all if they didn’t sing together. But it was Massu’s mistake to ask Tegoshi if he wanted to hang out at his house for a while. Of course Tegoshi didn’t decline the offer. And now, after 4 hours, the younger man was found on Massu’s couch…sleeping with the other not being able to do anything about it.
Massu sighed and looked at Tegoshi for a while, thinking of whether he should wake the young man up or just let him be. He decided to be a bit friendlier since he accidentally spilled juice on him earlier that day. “Why? Why does this always happen to me? Tesshi, next time, you’re absolutely NOT coming over. Ever again.” And with a swift movement, Massu picked Tegoshi up like a princess and headed upstairs. He slowly walked, afraid that he might accidentally wake the other up.
“Thank goodness you’re so much lighter than I am. I wouldn’t have dared think about bringing you up to my room.”
Reaching the door of his room, Massu lifted his left leg up to kick his door open as softly as he could. Apparently not soft enough because Tegoshi shifted in his arms, causing him to stop frozen in his tracks. In the next moment, Tegoshi was back to sleeping quietly. Masuda sighed. As he inched closer to the middle of the room, he lowered Tesshi as he gently placed him on his comfy bed.
“Hmm, should I change his clothes and let him borrow my PJ’s?” Without another word, Massu chuckled with an evil grin evident in his face. And so off he went in his drawers to find the suitable pajamas for Tegoshi. He smiled at what he found and changed Tesshi’s clothes. Satisfied with his kindness, he scooted underneath the covers and looked back at the boy next to him. Tegoshi shivered. So Massu moved a little closer for “body heat” and placed the comforter a bit higher on top of both of them. In no time, the two were sleeping peacefully.
The next morning, Tegoshi woke up to the feeling of a hand wandering his waist. So he gasped. His eyes suddenly flew open to a view of something he hasn’t really seen before. Or at least hasn’t seen much. He then looked down to the hand that he felt on him and traced it back up to its owner. It was Massu.
Not thinking, he quickly brought his hand up to hit Massu on the head. “OW! What was that for?!”
Massu was awake now. Who wouldn’t be awake after getting hit?
“Oops. Sorry Massu.” Tegoshi sheepishly grinned at the now angry Massu. “It was by accident. Sorry.”
Massu sat up and sighed. “It’s fine.”
“Wait, what am I doing in your room Massu??”
”You fell asleep on my couch. So I was nice enough to bring you up here and let you sleep on my bed. Not to mention, I let you borrow a pair of my PJ’s…that I really have never worn before.”
At the mention of pajamas, Tegoshi looked down. Then yelled. “HEY! What is this?”
”Don’t worry. I think it looks super cute on you!” Massu chuckled as he watched Tegoshi in amusement. He put on Tegoshi a pair of pajamas that he’s never worn before. A pair that his grandmother has sent him a few years back. And since Tegoshi was tinier than him, he figured it’d fit. And it did to his surprise.
“Isn’t it pretty? It looks really good on you Tesshi. I stared at you the entire night last night because of it.”
Tegoshi blushed and looked up at Massu’s smiling face, “Does it really look good on me?”
”Yup! Of course it does, beautiful.”
”After all, rainbows and bunnies do look good on me, ne?”
Massu laughed. So what did he put on Tesshi? Pajamas full of pretty bunnies and lots of rainbows of course! He yawned and laid back down on bed as Tegoshi giggled beside him.
“What’s so funny?”
”Noth~ing! I was just thinking about how pretty I look in this. And how sweet you were for changing my clothes last night.”
“I know. I know. I’m nice. No need to thank me.” Massu closed his eyes as he thought of going back to sleep. Not before he felt a pair of arms fly towards him, forcing him in a tight embrace. He opened one eye to take a peak at Tesshi who looked up at him with big bright eyes.
“What?”
”Thank you!”
”Um, sure.” Tegoshi didn’t let go of Massu. So he had no choice but stay in that position.
“Are you gonna let go anytime soon?”
”No~!! I love you too much to let go right now. Ne, Massu?”
”What?”
”So does this mean if ever this happens again it would be okay?”
”NO!”
Tegoshi sniffled a little. “WHY~??”
”Because I said so.”
“Hey, are you hungry? I’ll go cook breakfast!” With hearing the word breakfast, Massu’s eyes flew open. He turned to look at Tegoshi and smiled.
“Oh yea! I am! I was just thinking of food!”
And so Tegoshi finally got up and let go of Massu. As Massu kept still in his bed, Tegoshi leaned forward to kiss him in the cheek. “I’ll cook breakfast for you every morning.”
”Really?”
“Yeah. IF…”
”If?”
”If you let me sleep here if ever that same incident from last night happens again.”
”But you will cook food right?”
”Yea.”
Massu’s ears perked up. Causing a huge smile to appear on his face. “Then it’s ok! Wait…as long as you’re not doing it on purpose.”
Tegoshi smiled in a mischievous way. “Oh, of course not.”
Without saying another word, Tegoshi grabbed Massu by the arm and yanked him out of the room and down the stairs. “HEY!!” Tegoshi laughed as Massu complained on and on. The younger man ignored him and let him be. He’ll shut up eventually. Once he gets his food. Pig.
#5.
Massu stood in front of Tegoshi’s door. He’s been in front of the door for five minutes now. Tegoshi wouldn’t open the door. He door belled three times already! He has no idea what’s wrong. Tegoshi just called him earlier during the day while he cried on the other side of the line. Massu panicked so he came over as soon as possible.
“Tesshi! Open the door! Plea~se!!” Massu banged on the door a few more times before a teary Tesshi opened the door. It was obvious that he’s been crying the entire time. His eyes were all red and poofy and he had a whole bundle of tissue in his hand.
As soon as the door opened, Massu held Tegoshi in a tight embrace while he caressed his back. Tesshi didn’t hug him back. “Baby, what’s wrong??”
In instant, Tegoshi shoved him back. “What’s wrong?”
”WHAT DO YOU MEAN WHAT’S WRONG?? YOU SELFISH PIG! YOU HEARTLESS IDIOT! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! PIG!!” Tegoshi was now screaming at the top of his lungs. Massu looked at him with a shocked face. Not moving.
“Baby, what’s wrong? What are you talking about?”
Tegoshi couldn’t take it anymore. He finally broke down and cried. He walked inside and sat on his couch with his hands on his face. Massu followed as he closed the door and sat next to him.
“Don’t deny it. I saw all the evidences.”
”What are you talking about?”
Tegoshi tried to calm himself down a bit before he hit Massu on the arm. “I saw all of it! I saw them all!”
”Saw what??”
Tegoshi figured he’d cook breakfast for Massu that morning. So he drove over to his place as he was humming their song. He knocked on the door a few times. When Massu didn’t answer, he figured the boy was probably sleeping. So he let himself in with the spare key that he had. He slowly and softly walked in. Automatically, he dropped his bag on the couch and headed towards Massu’s room. He wanted a glimpse of his baby sleeping before he cooked breakfast.
“He’s adorable. Adorable during sleep and when he’s awake and loud.” Tegoshi chuckled and headed towards the kitchen. But he headed towards the bathroom first since it was urgent. After washing his hands, he noticed something shining on the side of the sink.
“Eh, what’s this?”
He found a pink toothbrush, next to Massu’s blue one. Tegoshi raised one of his eyebrows as he examined it. He’s never seen it before. Then he noticed the pink towel next to Massu’s blue one. They match. And it smelled new too. Now Tegoshi was getting really suspicious. “What are these doing here? Who’s are they?”
Being the emotional person that he was, he suddenly began crying while ideas formed in this head. “Massu’s cheating on me! WHY?!”
Without another word, he ran out. He ran out of Massu’s house as he grabbed his bag on the way. He forgot all about cooking for his dear Massu. He just wanted to get out of there. He didn’t even think to ask.
“What did you see? Tesshi, baby, what?”
Tegoshi looked up as the tears kept on falling. “I saw the pink toothbrush, A-A-And the pink towel. The ones th-tha-that that matched yours. The ones in your bathroom.” Tegoshi looked down as he continued sobbing.
Out of nowhere, he heard Massu fall off of the couch as he laughed. He was laughing so much that he needed to wipe the tears away from his eyes. Tesshi stopped crying and looked at him quizzically. “What’s so funny?!”
“YOU!”
Tegoshi was silent. Massu tried to recompose himself as he sat back on the couch, this time closer to Tesshi. He held him in an embrace. “You idiot. I’m not cheating on you if that’s what you think.”
”Then who’s were those? TELL ME!”
Massu laughed again. “They’re for you. Remember that one night when you slept over but forget to bring your toothbrush and towel?? I decided to get them for you incase you forget them again. They’re not anyone else’s. I prom~ise!”
”Then why are they pink?”
The older boy laughed some more, “Because you’re a bit girly. Or at least the girlier one in these relationship.” That earned him a smack from Tegoshi.
“Then why didn’t you just tell me! I hate you!”
“I didn’t think there was a need to tell you. Or that you’d get the wrong idea.”
“You know I get very jealous!”
”Oh, I know. It’s because I’m so sexy huh? That’s why. I know. I know. Wait, you still hate me? Then how are you gonna get a piece of this sexy man?” Massu ran a hand through his chest as he talked to Tegoshi.
Tesshi laughed and hit him once again. This time lighter than the first. “Uh huh. It’s because you’re a sexy man Massu.”
“I promise…I would never do anything like that! I would never cheat on you or hurt your feelings! I mean it’s kind of rare to meet a very good looking young man who’s a bit girlish at the same time.”
”HEY!! Stop saying that!”
“Alright, alright. I’m kidding baby. Stop crying alright? Wow, this has been a strange day.” Massu laughed, but not before the grumbling of his stomach interrupted. Tesshi laughed and looked up at him with a beautiful smile.
“Hungry huh?”
”Uh, yea. A bit.”
”Pig.”
“I know. And that’s another reason why you love me.” Massu hugged him tightly again as he planted kisses on Tegoshi’s forehead, down on the side of his face, on his cheek, then a few on his lips.
“So there really is no other person? You’re not cheating on me for a woman?”
Massu chuckled. “Nope. No one. I prefer a cute man anyways.”
“Good. It better stay that way forever.”
“Oh it will.”
#6
NewS was finally done with their rehearsal. So the boys were in the dressing room resting. Well, all except Tegoshi.
Ryo was getting changed. Yamapi was sitting on the couch. Koyama was dancing to his own little tune. Shige was also on the couch reading as Yamapi gave him a strange look. Massu was, as always, eating. Tegoshi, on the other hand, sat on a chair with a dazed and confused look on his face. Everyone’s been wondering what the heck has gotten into that boy.
Koyama tapped Massu’s shoulder, hoping to get an answer out of him. After all, he is Tesshi’s lover. “Ne, Massu. What’s wrong with your sweetheart. He’s been…weird this entire week.”
”I have no idea. He won’t tell me anything. He hasn’t said anything to me yet.” Massu looked back at the dazed Tegoshi as he stuffed more food in his already full mouth.
“Hmm…I wonder why. Weird. He isn’t his usual happy and bubbly self.”
”I know. It kind of scares me. Every time we’re together he’s quiet. I miss the Tesshi that’ll hug me and kiss me for no reason.”
”Ok. No need to tell me about the rest Massu.”
Masuda laughed as he kept his gaze on Tegoshi. He shook his head and went back to eating. A few minutes later, Tegoshi decided to join Massu on the table as he kept on eating. He slowly looked up, with his mouth still full of food.
“Hey, Tesshi. Aresh you okaysh?”
”Yeah, I’m fine. And don’t talk with your mouth full you pig!”
Ignoring the rest of what Tesshi said, Massu continued on. ”You sure? You’ve been weird the entire week. Tell me. You know you can tell me anything sweetheart.”
Tegoshi looked up and sighed. “Yeah I know I can.”
Massu stopped eating and sat next to Tegoshi. He placed his hand on Tesshi’s face and slowly moved it so that the younger boy was looking at him straight in the eye. Massu smiled and held Tegoshi’s hand with both of his. Without speaking, he kissed Tesshi’s hand a few times before looking back up at him. This, of course, didn’t go by unnoticed. All the other members were staring with the look of curiosity plastered on their faces.
Ryo stood there, behind Yamapi, with a disgusted look on his face. “Quit it you two. I know you’re both all in love and whatever, but no need to get all gushy here. Come on! You don’t see me doing that with Yamapi.”
Koyama choked on what he was drinking, “Excuse me? You so do!”
”When?”
”Like now? What do you call that?
Ryo looked down to where Koyama was pointing at. He was pointing at Ryo’s wandering hand. It was caressing Yamapi’s hair a few minutes ago, but now it was slowly making its way down his chest.
Ryo looked at him with a sheepish smile, “Hehe, I guess your right.”
Massu and Tesshi ignored them. They were both in their own worlds as they just kept staring at each other.
“Okay, tell me what’s wrong Tesshi.”
“Fine. But don’t tell anyone okay?”
“Of course. If that’s what you want baby.”
Tesshi hesitated for a few moments. Then he decided to continue. “I just discovered something recently Massu. Try not to be too shocked okay?”
Massu laughed. “Okay. I got it. I’ll try to hold myself.”
“Okay. Well a few days ago, I was staring at you while you slept on the couch. And I discovered that…”
“That?”
”That I was gay.”
”What?”
”I KNOW! I can’t believe it either! Massu…I’M GAY!”
Massu was silent for a few minutes before he burst out laughing so hard he had tears in his eyes AND he couldn’t breathe anymore. “Are you serious Tesshi?”
”It’s strange, I know.”
“No, you’re strange.”
”What?”
”I already knew that you were gay Tesshi.”
Tegoshi sat there with a look of disbelief. He gasped. “Are you serious? You knew before me? How is that possible? You’re not me!”
Now it was Massu’s turn. He sat in front of Tegoshi with his mouth wide open. “Are you kidding?”
“No. I’m gay.”
“I know that! But are you serious that you only figured out now that you’re gay??”
”Yes.”
”Even though we’ve been going out for 6 months now?”
”Yes.”
Massu couldn’t believe him. The young man he was going out with didn’t know his own gender. Massu shook his head.
“Wait, but you do know I’m gay right?”
”OMG! Massu! You’re gay too? We’re both gay? Wow.”
Massu didn’t say anything. Instead he banged his head on the nearby table. He hit his head on it a few times, earning him a strange look from Tesshi. All the other NewS members couldn’t help but laugh out loud this time. They’ve been trying to keep it in. But they just couldn’t take it anymore.
Ryo smirked at Massu who only looked up at them with pleading eyes. “We’ll leave this up to you Massu.”
Yamapi smiled and gave a thumbs up. “Good luck with your clueless boyfriend…or girlfriend.”
Massu and Tegoshi looked at all four of them as they slowly headed towards the door. Massu sat there with a begging look while Tegoshi sat next to him with his eyebrows in a furrow. He was confused. Koyama and Shige, on the other hand, just smiled at them both as they walked out of the room with linked hands.
“I’m lost Mas~su!”
Massu sighed. “Tegoshi, I’ll try to explain this in the best way I can.”
”Okay.” Tegoshi nodded.
“We’re both gay. Why? Because we like the same gender as ourselves. Didn’t you think of that when you told me you loved me 6 months ago?”
”No, I didn’t. I thought it was normal?”
”Oh my goodness Tesshi. For 6 months you were clueless?”
”Yes?”
”I don’t know what to say.”
Tegoshi sat there with a blank look on his face. It then turned into a sad expression as he hung his head down. Massu sighed again while he caressed his back soothingly. “It’s okay to be a bit clueless. I still love you Tesshi!”
With those words, Tegoshi immediately brightened up. He jumped on Massu and hugged him tightly. Then he kissed him softly on the lips. After letting go, Massu gave him a questioning look.
“What?”
”Tesshi, now do you get that you’re gay? You just kissed me.”
”Oh, you’re right. I am gay.”
Massu laughed again. Oh how he loves this young man who has no clue in the world.
“Sometimes, you’re actually worse than me. But I love you that way.”
Tegoshi smiled brightly and winked at Massu. “Wait a second, Koyama and Shige walked out of here holding hands right?”
Massu nodded. “Uh, yeah?”
”Wait, does that mean they’re gay too?”
Massu laughed and shook his head. Instead of answering his question, the older of the two just hugged the other one instead.
I don’t think I can explain this any further…
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once, again...i apologize for all of the grammar mistakes! i didnt really read over them that much so forgive me if you find some grammar mistakes or if something doesnt make sense XD but hopefully you guys enjoyed reading them!