So this is kinda random, and its around 2:30 in the morning here, but if i dont post this i think i'll go nuts. I just finished watching Star Show (thanks to ginaya for the subs) and i couldnt help but cry when they talked about their hardships in Japan. After watching the show, I finally realized why they cried. I mean, yea i sorta got why and i remember just thinking "awww, they're so cute and sensitive and great guys", but there was obviously more to it than that. And I'm glad they were willing to open up with that and let everyone know the true reasons why. So here's an embed vid of Proud during the Budokan concert.
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Just hearing this song and watching this video again made my cry again. I don't usually cry, but man, there was just something with the boys that had me bawling my eyes out! I'm just so glad that they held on no matter what and that they believed in each other. I have no idea what it's like to go through all that, but I learned something from the boys. And it's pretty much that no matter what we go through in life, we should just try it and see where it leads us. Because we never know, something great might be waiting for us on the other end. Like what Junsu said, "We weren't sure how far we could go, but let's try until the end. Let's give it our all. Let's do our best and make it to the finish line." I'm just so proud of the boys for making it this far and I really hope that they do continue with spreading music and their talent to everyone. Now when I think about all those rumors (TaeSu stuff, etc.), it makes me feel horrible to actually be one of those people who at first was upset about it. I mean, DBSK has worked so hard for everything, for the fans, for themselves. They willingly sacrificed all the fame and fortune they left behind in Korea and strived to be the best in a foreign country. And yet, here are some of us that are acting like they have no right to live their own lives. I think they've suffered and worked hard enough. They deserve more than the very best in life and I just wish them good luck with everything! Now I feel like I have a better understanding of them, like there's a connection, and I think that'll make me become a much bigger fan who'll support them all the way. And like I have on the title, my love for them is definitely getting stronger. It just makes me proud to be a fan! ♥
Okay, I'll stop rambling. This must be the effect of still being awake at 3 am. I'm getting all cheesy *sigh* But I hope you guys enjoy the vid! And watch Star Show if you still havent! XD