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I wrote this letter for Cam early this morning. I woke up with her head in my lap and I stroked her golden hair for awhile, and then got the urge to write.
Dear Cameron -
How did I end up so lucky? I have everything that I've always wanted. A good job, playing music for a living, the best friends a guy could ask for, a beautiful house, 2 great puppies, my health, a family and now more important . . . you. Maybe we haven't said outloud that we want to be "exclusive", but in my heart I've decided that for myself. I don't want to be with anyone else. I don't want to invite anyone else over to watch a movie. I don't want anyone else to allow Oliver to have a crush on them. I don't want anyone else to cuddle close to me at night. I don't want to find anyone else's head carefully and comfortably laying in my lap. I dont want my lips to meet anyone else's. I want it to be you Cameron. I've always wanted it to be you. It's always been you Cam. It always will be.
This sounds like I'm about to propose or something, but I swear that's not what I'm trying to get at. I just want to let you in on how I'm thinking and how I'm feeling. I know I was a jerk there for awhile, leaving you high and dry and what not, but we both know that's not really me. I just want to tell you everything that I was too scared to tell you before my pointless hiatus.
If you don't feel the same, I completely understand. I normally am the one to fall hard and fast, but that's me.
Thank you for an amazing evening/night.
Always - Mikey =)
Dear Cameron -
How did I end up so lucky? I have everything that I've always wanted. A good job, playing music for a living, the best friends a guy could ask for, a beautiful house, 2 great puppies, my health, a family and now more important . . . you. Maybe we haven't said outloud that we want to be "exclusive", but in my heart I've decided that for myself. I don't want to be with anyone else. I don't want to invite anyone else over to watch a movie. I don't want anyone else to allow Oliver to have a crush on them. I don't want anyone else to cuddle close to me at night. I don't want to find anyone else's head carefully and comfortably laying in my lap. I dont want my lips to meet anyone else's. I want it to be you Cameron. I've always wanted it to be you. It's always been you Cam. It always will be.
This sounds like I'm about to propose or something, but I swear that's not what I'm trying to get at. I just want to let you in on how I'm thinking and how I'm feeling. I know I was a jerk there for awhile, leaving you high and dry and what not, but we both know that's not really me. I just want to tell you everything that I was too scared to tell you before my pointless hiatus.
If you don't feel the same, I completely understand. I normally am the one to fall hard and fast, but that's me.
Thank you for an amazing evening/night.
Always - Mikey =)