Feb 20, 2007 18:27
Oh my goodness!!! I have NO IDEA what the hell is going on in my life! That's always good news:) I've really been trying to stay on top of school, which is always my main source of stress, and it's been working pretty well. I got through the worst two weeks, so all seems to be calming down now.
I dread this conversation I have to have tonight. I don't want to have to tell you all the things I know you don't want to hear. And while I do want it, I don't at the same time. While it's you I blame for it, it's me as well. I just hope you don't get mad again. I don't think I'll be able to handle it if we go another month without talking!
I miss you like CRAZY! I think about you all the time, and feel as though you're never far from my mind. It just can't happen though. I can't put myself back there. You're going to be hurt after tonight, and I am so sorry for that. That's the last thing I want to do. Please don't hate me...
Homework needs done...
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"Well you are the one the one that lies close to me
Whispers, "Hello, I miss you quite terribly"
I fell in love in love with you suddenly
Not there's no place else I could be but here in your arms"
With all the love in the world,
Meghan