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Jun 11, 2005 15:32

I've had a lot of B's going on lately.

Birthday
Birthweek
Baths
Boyfriend
Breakup
Beer
Bawling
Breathing
Bed-Staying-In
Boredom
Burping
Bitching
Band Practice
Brushing
Belting
Breakdown
Beliefs

I think a lot of people in this world walk around scared of life. They screw themselves over because they're scared of tomorrow, or the next day. Hello? It's going to come anyways! No one can help that, and being scared only makes the day worse.

I also think a lot of people are numb to feeling pain anymore, including myself. Sometimes I wonder about times I've cried and what I actually felt. I try to go bcak to certain scenarios where I've been hurt, but I can only recall the situation. Everyone's been betrayed or lied to at one point or another in their life by someone they really care about. At least I think they have, because they're a lot more lucky than they realize if they haven't.

What am I supposed to learn - what am I supposed to do with my life?

One isn't supposed to lock up or keep everything in, but once one lets it out, it only makes what you were opening up to fizzle out. Every rose has its thorn.

I ordered Now & Then on VHS for $1.10 two days ago online. I can't wait for it to come in.
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