well. my mood is in fact, interesting.
the latin grammy's were last night. i was at the giants game, therefore i missed them. i probably wouldn't have watched them anyway...even though incubus joined cafe tacuba for a performance. my problem is...i would have been thinking about how much i wished i were at the lg's. then, i would tear myself up with "if onlys" and "therefores". if only my pops weren't in denmark getting married..i probably would have been at the latin grammys. therefore, i would have probably been at the rehearsals that i now only see pictures of..therefore i probably would have met my "fiancee"..mwaha. no, but in seriousness, i might sound like a spoiled brat..but yeah. the latin grammys that i went to four years ago was like..one of the best experiences ever. three years ago..i was in town for them but they got cancelled (9/11). the last two years...uhh, i dont know...they sucked? ha, i really dont know..i dont remember anything about them. dont mind me. this is what i do periodically. if i haven't met someone that i want to..i ponder all the different ways that it is possible for me to cross paths with them. sick, i know. it's a curse.
in other news...RAWR.
i know
He's taller than me.
LOVES MUSIC. good music. my music.
Writes poetry.
Plays halo.
Likes kittens and children.
He's unbelievably smart.
Beautiful eyes.
Brown hair.
He's a musician...or creative in some adorable way.
BLAH..and he likes me. that would help. exists.
i'm such a whiny girl right now but i dont give a SHEIT.