Aug 28, 2005 19:15
This has been one of the worst weekends of my life..Saturday Brooke and Me went to her house, Shea was already there because we all had to go to Sasha's Dad's funeral. I feel so bad for her (and family). I couldn't imagine losin my Dad....I can't even think about it. There aren't any words to describe what Sasha and her family is going through. All we can do is pray for her. Thats it...Well after that, we went back to Brooke's house and sat around and waited on Jennifer and Jessica Nail to come and get us. We rode with them to Tina's viewin. When we got there, there was a lot of ppl there. I was really scared about going in there. I don't deal with death well. When we walked in I saw one of my ex's that I havent seen in a while, Gary Mitchell. He came up to me and hugged me and asked how I have been and stuff. It was really good to see him. He is really sweet. Well I saw Jessica Franklins Mom outside and she said she would walk in with us. When I saw Tina....it broke my heart. She looked beautiful...but yet it didn't look like her...I dont know. I just got really upset. Nikki walked over and hugged me for a little bit. Gah i love her so much. She is such a good friend. She means a lot to me. But when we walked out we were all upset..Jimbo walked up to me and hugged me..I thought that was nice. I love ole Jimbo we go way back. lol. Well we all walked outside and Gary W. pulled up. My ex. He saw how upset I was and came over and hugged me for like forever. It was so weird, but yet it felt so good. He was really there for me and I greatly appreciated it. Thanks...Emily Cromer came up to me and hugged me out of the blue. And she used to HATE me. I was really glad that she did that. Hopefully me and her will be friends now..Well after the funeral home, we went back to Brookes. Got the truck, left went to h-town, picked up somebody then went to Jess. Nail's house. Chilled there for a while and came back to Brookes.
This mornin, Mom came and got me. We came home and I sat around here for a while then Raven came over. I finally talked to Shauna today. I haven't talked to her in a while. I love her to death. If she only knew. Well then my parents left and Kason called and wanted to see me. He is such a good friend. I love him to death. Well when my parents got home Kason came and got us. We went to Subway so he could eat then we went to Sonic to get a drink and then came back to my house and chilled. I just got back from takin Raven home. I got to drive Mom's new car. YAY. Anyways. I am gone. To my friends I love yall with all my heart..Yall complete me.
Love always and forever.....Alexandra Jade Waldrop...
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