Aug 25, 2005 09:01
Today was terriable...I am sure everyone already knows...I still can't believe all this. I wasn't as close to Tina as I used to be. When we were little I knew her pretty good. She was so beautiful..I feel so bad for her family. I know her oldest sister, Tonya, very very well..She has known me my whole life. I still cant believe all this....
I got ready today, Brooke came and got me just like always. We took off to school not knowin what was in store for us all....We pulled up got out, talked to a few ppl, the usuals...Went in and started the day at school. While everyone was in first block the innercom came on.."All seniors report to the attitorium, and tigerettes to the counslors office, thank you." Everybody looked around and thought that was kinda weird. Well there was a senior guy in my class so he left. He came back about 20 min. later.....crying...Everyone knew something bad had happend. All he could say was somebody got killed in a car wreck. I was in shock. We had lost a fellow classmate..Just didn't know who. Well not even 5 min. after we had found out "someone" had been killed, someone knocks on the door, and its Mrs. Nichols, and she asks to see me...I was like OMG this isnt good at all. Right when I get to the door, I see Brooke....ballin her eyes out...she grabs me and throws herself on me...I start cryin because she is cryin and then she says it was Tina....My heart hit the floor...I started shakin so bad...We left and went outside and everybody was cryin and huggin..it was like something out of a movie. Well, Brooke and Me and want to leave and they are tellin us we can't, our parents have to come and get us that we dont need to be drivin. Well we leave anyways the school just says to call them when we get to where we are going. So, me, Brooke, and Crystal Bradly all come to my house and just sit here in silence and tears. Well I talked to Nikki, and she was VERY upset. So I had to go comfort her as much as I could. So we went to her house. Nikki was so upset. Seeing her like that hurt me so bad. I love Nikki so much..She is wonderful. Well I call Gary to check on him. And...he didnt know. So I had to break the news. He was very upset....Bless his heart. Everyone is...Well Brooke takes us back to the school and I stay there. I just walked around all day. It helped bein with my friends...I love them....I feel so bad. Very bad day for us all..
TO ALL MY FRIENDS: I just want to let yall know how much I love and care about yall..I would be lost without yall. Yall mean the world to me....I love yall with all my heart..PLEASE! Dont ever forget that....