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oh no. I am so mad at myself I have been away so long. But I think it may be alright, because I have seen many of you over the past weeks because of all the compititions lately.
For NHK and the Japan nationals and Grand Prix Finals, I absolutely loved being home. The first thing I did was take a bath in my house. They are not the same in the U.S.A.. I spent a lot of time with my mom and my brother. He won't say it, but I know he missed me a lot. I went to my home rink and I said hi to all the kids there. They were so impressed with how good my English has become and they were so excited to see me because I go and did so well over the season. It felt really good being home and everyone calling me by nicknames. I felt like a big star and hero.
Grand Prix final did not go so well, I think. I know I could have done better, but I lost my nerves and I do not know why. I was glad I did as well as I did, but I need to figure out what to do so I do not mess up so much anymore. Good thing? I get to spend time with all the girls I do not see anymore like Fumie and Shizuka Oneechan. I even spent time with Jeffrey Buttle, which was exciting. I regret I did not really approach many people, I felt a little too nervous. When I am not out on the ice I really do just feel like a young girl with all these big stars around me.
So I am back in U.S.A. training for Olympics. I have heard some people talk, saying I should not go to the Olympics because of my poor placement in Japan nationals. I do not feel good when I hear that and I almost want to give up my spot.
For NHK and the Japan nationals and Grand Prix Finals, I absolutely loved being home. The first thing I did was take a bath in my house. They are not the same in the U.S.A.. I spent a lot of time with my mom and my brother. He won't say it, but I know he missed me a lot. I went to my home rink and I said hi to all the kids there. They were so impressed with how good my English has become and they were so excited to see me because I go and did so well over the season. It felt really good being home and everyone calling me by nicknames. I felt like a big star and hero.
Grand Prix final did not go so well, I think. I know I could have done better, but I lost my nerves and I do not know why. I was glad I did as well as I did, but I need to figure out what to do so I do not mess up so much anymore. Good thing? I get to spend time with all the girls I do not see anymore like Fumie and Shizuka Oneechan. I even spent time with Jeffrey Buttle, which was exciting. I regret I did not really approach many people, I felt a little too nervous. When I am not out on the ice I really do just feel like a young girl with all these big stars around me.
So I am back in U.S.A. training for Olympics. I have heard some people talk, saying I should not go to the Olympics because of my poor placement in Japan nationals. I do not feel good when I hear that and I almost want to give up my spot.