Apr 17, 2010 02:00
So today I post for the first time in almost about a year it feels weird to post something here again. It is like looking at the remains of a life left behind or some pretentious bullshit like that. Heck so much has changed since then........
(on a side note I need to comment and re-become friends with people on LJ since I'm gonna be all active and shit)
Then: had a crush on Chesi Duck
Worked at Michael's Arts and crafts
lived in lafayette
undergrad in mass comm
hopeless romantic
Now: have a crush on at least 3 or 4 girls
(none of which are chelsi duck and not necessarily seeing anything coming of anything from either of them)
work at FedEx Ground
Live in the outskirts of lafayette (technically Breaux Bridge)
Grad Student in Mass comm but really only doing it to get my prerequisites in Physics done
hopeless romantic
My priorities, goals, long term plans have all changed etc. It's weird but I think I gonna try to post here so I can get my thoughts out there again I miss dong that. Granted I have been able to confide in Duncan Domangiue and John Joubert (something about those alliteration names :P ) since I see them every day for a few hours a day, but I can only say so much. Not the really emotional or sensitive things I suppose(essentially the things you tell your girls that are supposed to be empathic about emotional bullshit and the like.)
Basically what I want to say is this: It really sucks that all I have been wanting for the past couple of months is to call up or text a girl that I'm maybe mildly attracted to and watch a heartwarming movie with her and cuddle. That is it not interested in sex or make-outs or any of that and I call or text and they are always busy or have other plans. The ironic thing is in the past had I called or texted them for like a booty call or something then they are free. Damnit when did the roles of men and women change? Did i miss something?
movies,
girls,
le sigh