ive relized something

[m_and_l_4_ever]

you know what. i have relized somthing in my life. someone that trys to push you down is jsut scared of not doing anything with there life. matt is trying to get me down and you know what its not going to work. fuck him and his life. i need to get on with mine and continue making something of my self. he has the nerve to call me a whore when he raped me. i dont see how that works...how can i be a whore and be raped by the same guy. riiiight. and the guy that im with now ive known 4 years and didnt even kiss when we first met. so yeah i dont see that to be a posibility. and he says im a whore. shit he lead so many people on when he was in mississippi...matt has hurt many of my freinds, amanda,anna, me, fuck you matt. you know im better then you and you cant exept it. so here are my final words to you. i hope you find someone to love and that loves you back and then they can fuck you over like you did so many people . so fuck you and have a nice life.

ps...i find this funny that an addict has the never to say shit about me. hahaha...good night im sick im going to go aly down