Oct 18, 2008 13:11
Ever have one of those days where you not really sure what the heck you're doing or going to do and feel like you're just kind of floating around? Think I'm having one right now...
Basically, I got two days off (yesterday and today). Yesterday the temperature was starting to drop and I called my parents to see if I could stop by a do a load of sweatpants and set of wool sheets (I put those on my bed when the weather drops), mom said they were having "company" tomorrow, so I , "Well, okay, maybe I'll drop by another day." Main reason I didn't want to do it hear is some of the swear pants are a bit thick in their material and I didn't think the apartment dryer would get them done in one setting.
So, mom calls me right back and says, "Would you like to come over tonight? We've got some movies." And I said, "Sure." Thing is though, I had worked the night before, and with the exception of like a three hour nap that afternoon, I'd hadn't really sleep since I got off. Anyway, I went over there, did my laundry we watched Indiana Jones and the Kingdom of the Crystal Skull, Went home, did a few things, went to bed around 1 am (yeah, I know, late, considering how little I'd slept.) Woke up around 4 then again around 8 (weird, huh?)
Know about two pm, just got done with lunch and I'm mulling over what, if anything, I want to do today. Still feeling a bit under the weather from this cold... head's dizzy, nose is stuffed up, throats been dry (course, I think part is that is cause I can't breathe through my nose very well while I sleep, breathing through your mouth during the nights drys you out pretty fast.)
So, I don't know.. kind of wanted to DO something, get out somewhere... at the same time I just feel like going back to bed. Don't really have anywhere important to go... was thinking of going to the library, drop off some books and pick up one, thinking of going by Kroger and getting some ice cream and other stuff... I don't really NEED ice cream, but it's on sale... Dammit, I know I shouldn't but...
(sigh)
All this angst over what I'm going to do today. Day off, I should just relax, enjoy it, do whatever, but I don't know.. can't help but think there's more I should be doing to try and.. I don't know.. get somewhere in my life maybe? Or maybe I'm just particularly frustrated today cause this cold is already sapping what meager facilities I do have.
Oh, damn!!! Crap! I was just blowing my nose when something in my ear freaking popped and it's like my heading was SWIMMING there for a bit. Alright, guess that settles it, I need to lay for a bit... probably be dark when I get back up.
sleep,
laundry,
movies,
food,
sick,
life,
tired