this constant need for excitement is getting me nowhere...

[m_alissa]

i want something new, but i fear that i'm looking in the wrong places. truth be told, i know i am. the question is...do i care?

are these risks worth it? is anything?

my feelings and opinions have been so inconsistent lately. it's like everything that i once thought has suddenly been altered. even the things that i once felt so strongly about.

"waiting for the breakdown"