its been a while i know
so i havent updated in about a month and a half. and its not because i've been extra busy....well actually ya thats exactly why thinking about it. i look over at my research paper that i got an A on and yes, i've been extra busy with school, friends, outtings, boys, and drama.
i cant update everything but i'll do an outline
friends:
i've grown closer to some, and further apart to others. the ones i am closer to i am happy that i have. its weird how you think you know someone till you spend more time and now you know why they are the way they are. and its the same for the ones you've grown from, you think you know them till they get all shitty. lindsay has been stupid. putting a guy infront of all her friends. their not even dating or even fucking so why she makes things so complicated is actually funny now cuz shes just stupid. oh well she'll realize one day he wont date her....ever.
boys:
this part is a little more complicated. i still have a small crush on this one guy. but its whatever i try not to get caught up BUT.....(theres always a but)
i happened to caught up in something/someone else i shouldnt have. please just because i told myself i wouldnt be interested in him doesnt mean it was gonna work. and it certainly didnt. i dunno. hes really awkward and quiet. and quiet people make me nervous cuz i think they are hiding something. but hes really "cut and dry". meaning that he will usually say whats on his mind. like he will just tell me no when i ask him for something and on one hand its rude but its kinda funny because atleast hes not saying yes just to please me so i can really appreciate that kind of blunt-ness because i tend to be that way. but hes sooo secretive it scares me cuz i dont like secrets. but its whatever because i hardly talk to him now, and i see him even less. so hopefully with break coming i'll forget about my interest. you know "outta sight outta mind". but hes just sooo cute......lol
on a different level the other day jonathan told me he misses me....and ya. i think it would best i end it there BECAUSE i dont even know how i feel about that so i can not comment. lol
life:
is so complicated and confusing right now. i dont even know what to do with myself. i have no major no job. nothing. but its getting better.
school:
im doing really good in school and i really enjoy it and this is a first. im taking some religion classes and i love it. too bad its over.
thats about it. i go out almost every weekend and its funny because we do the most random/retarded shit. but its fun to see people out of school. you tend to see things you never do and some things you dont want to see....like some girl shaking her vag in face of the guy you happen to sorta like.....ya thats extra fun.....well not really but i'll get over it. its just that....shes ugly! so i hope he doesnt like her lol
i cant update everything but i'll do an outline
friends:
i've grown closer to some, and further apart to others. the ones i am closer to i am happy that i have. its weird how you think you know someone till you spend more time and now you know why they are the way they are. and its the same for the ones you've grown from, you think you know them till they get all shitty. lindsay has been stupid. putting a guy infront of all her friends. their not even dating or even fucking so why she makes things so complicated is actually funny now cuz shes just stupid. oh well she'll realize one day he wont date her....ever.
boys:
this part is a little more complicated. i still have a small crush on this one guy. but its whatever i try not to get caught up BUT.....(theres always a but)
i happened to caught up in something/someone else i shouldnt have. please just because i told myself i wouldnt be interested in him doesnt mean it was gonna work. and it certainly didnt. i dunno. hes really awkward and quiet. and quiet people make me nervous cuz i think they are hiding something. but hes really "cut and dry". meaning that he will usually say whats on his mind. like he will just tell me no when i ask him for something and on one hand its rude but its kinda funny because atleast hes not saying yes just to please me so i can really appreciate that kind of blunt-ness because i tend to be that way. but hes sooo secretive it scares me cuz i dont like secrets. but its whatever because i hardly talk to him now, and i see him even less. so hopefully with break coming i'll forget about my interest. you know "outta sight outta mind". but hes just sooo cute......lol
on a different level the other day jonathan told me he misses me....and ya. i think it would best i end it there BECAUSE i dont even know how i feel about that so i can not comment. lol
life:
is so complicated and confusing right now. i dont even know what to do with myself. i have no major no job. nothing. but its getting better.
school:
im doing really good in school and i really enjoy it and this is a first. im taking some religion classes and i love it. too bad its over.
thats about it. i go out almost every weekend and its funny because we do the most random/retarded shit. but its fun to see people out of school. you tend to see things you never do and some things you dont want to see....like some girl shaking her vag in face of the guy you happen to sorta like.....ya thats extra fun.....well not really but i'll get over it. its just that....shes ugly! so i hope he doesnt like her lol