[Fanfic] Close to Close (2/2)

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Title: Close to Close
Rate: M
Genre: Romance
Characters: Chen, Kris
Word Count: 6,609

**I apologize for the different font text. I just copied and pasted from AFF to here**

A/N: [This was originally posted and updated in AFF on 120534 This is just a back up in case AFF lags on me] Sorry to keep you guys waiting. I have to admit...this took me longer to write than I thought it would of. I was hoping to post this the next day after the first. x_x but ... it didn't work out that way....

I really tried my hardest into writing this...so I hope you guys all enjoy...

**Okay...sorry...but I'm going to rant for a bit right now...so...I found out that there were two different versions of the song that inspired me to write this continuation...when I found out...I nearly cried my eyes out...because I thought this was going to complicate things with my story...but surprisingly...IT DIDN'T!! XD!!  So readers...if you want...you can read this chapter along with the song...so here's the link :

http://youtu.be/GMM2NdWaKnI

I liked this version way more than the one I had on my playlist...because I loved how the music started out softly and progressed out so nicely... (okay...about this song...this was how I interperated it....I saw, felt, and pictured this song this way...sorry if you guys think I'm weird or...dirty...lol)  Okay....continue on to the story then my lovely readers/commenters/subscribers!! Silent readers too!! THANKS FOR ALL THE SUPPORT! GO CHENRIS/KRISCHEN!! ^o^

**sorry if there are any grammar mistakes or misspelled words... OTL sorry about the length too...it's quite long...



Close to Close -=Part 2=-

This was so much more difficult than what he bargained for. Chen was literally sweating, his heart thumping like a woodpecker gnawing at a tree, his blood rushing upwards his body like an F16 in flight, and his whole body trembling as if he was completely bare in the arctic. Every word that came out of Kris' gorgeous mouth was so hard to grasp. The feelings Chen were experiencing made this situation worst...not better.

"So that's basically what it means." Kris finished explaining.

Chen who was sitting in the seat in front of the computer turned abruptly at the beautiful man before him. He didn't catch a single thing Kris had said! Well just tidbits of it. Kris who stood while slouching forward to the computer screen turned to face Chen. They were only a small breath apart, their nose almost touching, and their lips just a finger away. As their eyes greeted each other, Chen's breath hitched up from their intimate distance.

Kris gently places his palm over the younger's forehead, sliding it gently to the side of Chen's warm damp cheek. In that moment, Chen thought this was it, Kris was going to make the move, only bringing his eyes to slowly close, waiting for it.

"Chen...you're really sweating. Are you okay? Are you...sick?" The concern in Kris' voice made Chen immediately open his eyes.

Oh my goodness! How embarrassing! Chen yelled in his head. He thought Kris was going to initiate something else...but was thinking of him getting sick... Chen pulled himself away on the other side of the chair and stood a fair distance from the handsome being.

Chen shook his head, as a maneuver to psych himself up and assuring Kris about his self portrayal before saying anything. "I'm just...a bit nervous..."

Kris straightened his posture and curiously stared at the younger one. Was he making Chen nervous? As he looked over Chen's features...he did notice that the boy was a bit tense...and a little shaky.

"Nervous because you might not get the song down by the time you're supposed to get it?" Kris asked calmly.

Chen closed his eyes...on the verge of yelling and crying from the frustration he was feeling. He was pretty sure these were the same exact emotions Kris went through when Kris took a liking of him.

"Hyung...you're...making me nervous..." Chen brought his attention to his feet. He just wanted to drop dead in a well now. Gosh how embarrassing.

Kris ran one of his hands to the back of his neck to ease out the knot of tension. Chen didn't know how nervous he was feeling at the moment either. Kris could just about hurl out the emptiness inside his stomach because of his stirring emotions. They were right at the tip of his tongue.

"Um...sorry?" The way Kris said it...sounded unsure.

Chen whipped his head back up. He didn't want Kris to feel bad. But when he looked at Kris...the tall posture of the person in front of him was now just a hand away from him. How did Kris approach him so fast? Chen could hear his ears ringing from the insane rush of warmth run up his face. Kris was killing him!

"Okay. If I make you that nervous then I'll just go. I'm sorry." Kris patted Chen on the shoulder softly. The warmth of Kris' hand made Chen lose his balance from the intense sensation boiling inside of him, where he fell right in Kris' arms.

"Ch-Chen! Are you okay?!" Kris wrapped his arms securing around the frail boy. He had to force himself to gently pull Chen back to his feet. If he didn't, he would have done more than just hold Chen in his arms.

"I'm so sorry hyung!" Chen wobbly stood when Kris helped him up to his feet.

But sadly, Chen stumbled past Kris and knelt down right on the floor, where his upper part of his body laid on the edge of the bed when his feet gave out on him. What is wrong with him?! Chen thought anxiously shocked. And Kris!! Is Kris not affected one bit by the sight of him...or his presence? He felt as if he was spilt milk on the floor with his jumbled dormant feelings splayed embarrassingly.

Kris widens his eyes in surprise. He was really making Chen uncomfortable. Yeah. He needs to leave before he does something stupid to the poor boy. Because the clumsiness that was displayed imprinted thoughts in Kris' head, thoughts that he tried to wipe away long ago, thoughts of him...and Chen...learning through each other's reactions through the young boy's clumsy facade. Actually, it was mainly thoughts of him making Chen his in every way he could through the young boy's klutziness. He looked back towards Chen. The slim framed boy was easing himself back up and sat on the end of the bed with his head hung low.

There was a moment of silence for an ungodly amount of time. Chen finally looked up to his hyung and finally spoke. "I'm sorry. I'm sorry for everything. I--I don't know what's wrong with me right now. It's just that--oh my gosh! It's just so wrong of me to do this to you..."

Kris sat right along by Chen, wrapping a comforting arm over the smaller one's shoulders. It was just like before...Chen losing it again...and it pained Kris strickenly. This was the only way...calming the Chen he once loved...and still is in live with...being by his side...even when he knew it wasn't right for him to do so. The older boy understood something was up with Chen...but were his assumptions correct? The way the younger boy reacted every time they were at close range...Chen would get weird...like he was falling...deep...so deep...that the only way back up was if...Kris knew how to bring him back up. Because...Kris fell deep once...just that he was never pulled back up...by the one person he wanted to be pulled up by.

Kris needed to test the mind bottling assumption, if what he assumed was right or not. So he thought maybe things will unravel if he pretends to be stupid for a bit. No. He needed to see how Chen would react if he got under the boy's skin.

"Chen...you didn't do anything wrong...I'll just explain the lyrics again...until you comprehend the meaning."

Chen popped his head up to the weird statement. What was Kris talking about?! Meaning of the lyrics?! Right now Chen was trying to confess about how he feels...not about what he did wrong in the song!!

"Kris...Hy--"Chen shook his head. He was really confused now. He wasn't sure what he should do that would make things right. He wasn't sure if he should even be expressing how he felt about Kris anymore. "Hyung? I'm not understanding what you're saying. The song..." Chen shook his head again, "what I mean is--"

Before Chen could finish his explanation, Kris caught on to the point. The assumption that lingered in Kris' mind was answered. Chen was flustered, he was worked up over his feelings, and didn't know how to tell Kris. The taller lad was hesitant now. He wasn't sure if he should do anything, because he can see how sensitive Chen is. Every fiber of Kris' being wanted to just take Chen in his arms and just hold him still, tell him soothingly that it was alright to feel this way. Kris wanted to feel his heart beating along with Chen's, and getting lost in the young perfect boy's scent in serenity while doing so. Then again, his mind would otherwise want to do more than just hold him.

"Kris..." Chen's soft low voice brought Kris' presence to what was going to happen, "...we should just work on the song hyung. I...don't have much time left."

Oh Chen...you little wuss! Chen was cursing at himself now. He was just not strong enough to do anything, too scared of what Kris would think of him if he suddenly just says "Kris, I'm sorry for everything, for putting you in so much pain. So I've put myself in your shoes for the past two months to suffer as well. But I can't take it, and been meaning to say I've always wanted to tell you that I realized too late that I've always admired you and had a liking towards you, but was just too afraid to admit it."

Kris smiled a gentle smile at Chen, whose direction was elsewhere on the computer, looking as if he was deep in thought, contemplating over what to say. He caught the irony of Chen's words. It just so happens that the song Chen was going to sing...was apparently what was happening right now...in this small room of Chen's (and Lihan's). Just so close...to close.

"Here," Kris lifted Chen on his feet and directed the young one to the computer, making him take the seat. "Play the song...and I'll pause the song and explain the verses."

As Kris gently rested his hand on Chen's back, he felt the muscles of the smaller underneath move slightly from his touch. Kris was telling himself to calm down, don't do anything, the song will help make Chen realize everything's okay, and hopefully, that it's not too late.

The song played through the monitor speakers. Chen listened uncertainly to the words, but became lost into the singers emotions of his vocals. The music was paused. Chen didn't dare to look at Kris. If he did, he was sure the look in Kris' eye would be the thing he was going to grasp upon and not the words that were going to come out.

"The first verse is about the singer wanting to let the moment go on, because..." Kris eyed Chen, sadly he wasn't looking up to Kris, but continued, "whoever he's singing to...that person left an impression. Which he explains that even if others think that love's not worth much...it actually is. You have to work through the process...so the singer tries to convince the listener to continue the process with him...to fall for him...love him."

Chen nodded his head still staring towards the computer screen. So he understood the first part. Kris pressed the space bar and the music played again. It was the chorus playing now. As Kris listened, his heart lifted and sunk down because the words reflected the feelings he wanted to express towards Chen. In this moment...it was exactly how he felt. Kris pressed the space bar to pause the song again. He had to take in longer softer breaths to keep himself intact from crying out from the overwhelming emotions inside.

"Okay..." Kris's voice was a little shaky, "that was the chorus. You can assume that the singer and his listener are...in the process...working at their...moment..."

This time Chen looked up to Kris. He...didn't understand...in the process? Working at their moment? Chen thought long and hard, trying to connect the dots when his eyes shifted back to the screen. Kris glanced down at Chen, figuring that the smaller boy wasn't getting the picture. He couldn't help the slight smirk on his lips from appearing as he stared at Chen, who was just full of innocence and sincerity.

"They're both caught in the moment. About to...do something."

Chen's face immediately warmed up. He glanced back up the taller one, and their eyes connected. Chen felt his heart pump harder for his dear life. The sensations he was feeling from just his hyung's look was literally killing him...oh so softly.

"Because they're both so close...to close...get it. Whatever the listener did to the singer...brought them to the moment where they are just a hair away from showing each other their love..."

Chen had to avert his eyes back to the screen and glue them there...for the time being. Kris' smile widened. Gosh! If only Chen would feel what Kris was feeling right now...they would probably be...

Kris shook his head with a smile still plastered across his face. He needs to help Chen understand the meaning of the song...and...hopefully Chen could catch on to Kris' way of showing the younger...well...more of letting Chen realize his emotions are not something to be ashamed of. Kris pressed the space bar.

As the second verse of the song played, Kris held his breath. The lyrics built an unsettling lump in Kris' throat. The words gashed in his chest so deep he felt his eyes burning from the unwanted tears rimming his eyes. Whoever composed this darn song really got Kris worked up...because every word carved through his thumping heart from its truth. Kris paused the song a little over the first part of the chorus. He swiftly wiped his eyes, making it seem he was rubbing away an itch.

"Aghem!" Kris had to clear the stupid tightness in his throat. "So...uh..." he rubbed at his eyes again before Chen could look up at his sorry self. "The second verse...well...it basically is the singer...persuading the listener to just...show him how he feels. Because the singer is going to make things better...working through his heart along with the listener's...so that their love can prosper the right way...into giving each other something in return without fear."

Chen had his eyes in Kris' direction right after he watched his hyung rub away the glisten from the orbs that expressed confidence, loyalty, and honesty in his stern expressions. But right now...Chen saw the hurt in the older boy's lovely eyes. Kris was not just trying to explain the meaning of the song to Chen, he was also telling Chen how he was feeling too.

Chen recalled the time when they were in the bathroom. At that time, the little one didn't know what Kris was trying to do, he was scared of why Kris acted that way, because Kris never pursued Chen that way before. Chen remembered how hard Kris tried to work his way into letting Chen accept his feelings...the way Kris tried his hardest into making him understand why people felt the way they felt and the way they expressed them. Sure, Kris may have said things openly...but it was to help Chen from not getting hurt. Chen realized how stupid he was...for not being the one to appreciate Kris' advances. He realized Kris probably felt as if Chen just wasted his time when he could have found another to return his heartfelt feelings.

Kris wasn't paying much attention to Chen, he didn't want Chen catching on that he was crying, that he was sad of their situation. Because even if Chen was this close to Kris, he knew he wouldn't be able to do much now. Chen wasn't reacting how Kris would want him to anymore...well...more like he didn't care much anymore...because he was too compelled in his pain.

"Alright...let’s continue onto the chorus again." Kris spoke over the tightness in his throat this time.

Chen watched Kris press the space bar until the chorus engulfed the young boy in a trance of emotions. It sounded like the chorus from before...and he mingled what Kris translated to the song as it played.  Being in the process...lost in the moment with each other...moving on to do something to show their love for each other. The translation went along so well with the words of the singer's voice so perfectly. Visions of himself and Kris appeared before his eyes, surprising the little one. It was...beautiful. They looked so perfect in each other's arms. Until new words he didn't understand came from the monitor speakers. But it still sounded very much like the chorus.

"Hyung." Chen replied over the music. Kris didn't seem to hear. So Chen tried again, placing his hand over the taller one's arm. "Kris...can you translate this part of the chorus?"

Chen watched Kris slowly turn his head towards him. When their eyes made contact, Chen could of sworn...he died. He felt his heart just slowly lose its natural rhythm as he watched Kris ease lower to his level. Kris leaned in close to the right side of Chen's face. Chen thought he was going to collapse from the heat that was building inside his abdomen, but only felt himself burn apart when he heard the rumble of his hyung's enticing tone ring in his ears, feeling the warm breath hit the sensitive areas of his ear...the jaw bone under his ear...the back of his neck behind his ear...and his hair tickling his ear from every puff of Kris' breath. It was all too much.

"You don't know how far you've come, negotiations over, let's just get it done" Kris translated as Chen intertwined the words with the singer's voice again, becoming lost with his bubbling insides as well, "So stay with me and don't let go, just do what you're doing because you're this close to close..."

Chen's mind was flying! His body was burning from the intensity of the translations...the husky voice lingering in his ear...and the ache from his stomach. He slowly drifted while his eyes shut...and the pictures of him and Kris played again before his mind.

Kris unknowingly placed one of his hands over the left shoulder of the boy before him, still translating the lyrics to the next verse. His other hand braced the chair behind Chen, steadying himself. Kris could feel the tightness in his throat come back again. The words coming out from Kris emitted how he felt, while they transmitted to Chen's ear, he didn't know his words and voice warmed all the way down to the young boy's core.

Chen shivered from his emotions that were caged inside his frail body. He couldn't hide the way he felt anymore. His eyes watered from hearing Kris speak so clearly. His hyung may just be translating words, but Kris was also translating words that he felt towards the older one as well. It made him sad because Chen should of been honest and brave about how he felt before...but he was happy now...a bit nervous as well...because he was going to make it right.

Kris was still translating, but stopped when his breath caught at his throat. Chen had his arms around Kris, pulling him close against his small body. Kris pulled himself up to his feet, because the position he was in was building a small tension in his bent legs. But all the while, Chen was still embracing him.

"Kris...hyung." Chen was standing on the tips of his toes to nuzzle against the crook of the older one's neck. "I've realized too late that I had always liked you...I'm so sorry."

Kris felt droplets of water against his collar bone and the back of his nape. Chen was crying, and was exploiting his feelings to Kris. The relief that ran through the taller one was immensely overwhelming. But he didn't care, because Chen liked him. The song that Chen didn't understand before, made the boy understand his own feelings for Kris.

"I hope you still feel the same..." Chen spoke against Kris' warm skin. "I...I want to be with you...I want to make things right...I...want to love you..."

It was the best thing Kris has ever heard from Chen. Finally...Chen wanted to be his...as much as Kris wanted to be Chen's. The tall boy held Chen close to him, lifting the smaller one off of his feet and took in the sweet warm innocent scent. Chen smiled happily, Kris did feel the same too! He was getting dizzy from the happiness flowing inside him now.

Kris finally put Chen back on his feet. As they pulled apart, their eyes met, Kris' eyes full of warmth and want, while Chen's eyes were full of wonder and anxiousness.

The older debated if he should make a move or not but surprise was thrown at him. Chen pulled Kris towards his warm lips, and that was all it took for Kris to initiate anything else.

Chen could feel Kris pull him off his feet again. He really liked being held like this, Chen thought excitedly. Then felt a rush of anxiety run through him when he went flat on his back against the soft cushions of his bed. He really felt the strength in Kris this time. The way the older boy weighed down on him and the way he was being pinned, unable to make a move to the one on top who was displaying so much with just the movement of their mouths.

Finally, they could breathe as Kris pulled away from their intense kiss. This time Kris leaned down and gently nipped the area right under Chen's ear, near the end of his jaw bone, where the small one's blood pulsed. He lavished the pulsating skin with his moist hot mouth, bringing out soft, long breathless moans from his sweet Chen. Kris felt himself grow hot and taut from the smaller one's reactions underneath him.  This was unbelievably amazing, Kris thought.

Never in his life has Chen felt this way before. He was getting embarrassed from the unnatural sounds coming out if his mouth. And...the song. Chen heard the song end, making him think back to the meaning. Then the song came back on...Chen put the song on repeat? His thoughts immediately shut down when he felt himself grow achingly hot from Kris's hands that groped his waist. Kris was actually feeling against Chen's soft skin, massaging and squeezing his flesh, still suckling Chen on top.

"Ah..." Chen sighed out in one long breath, "Kris!"

Oh yes...this was exactly what Kris wanted out of Chen. Hearing Chen say his name with such surprise and excitement burned the fuel of his loving desires. But he didn't want to taint his little Chen's innocence either.

"Kris...hyung...please...don't stop..." Chen moaned every word.

Since Chen requested, Kris was not going to stop. He pulled himself away for a brief moment, settling in a straddling position to look at his wonder lusted Chen. Yeah...Chen was really falling apart from every touch Kris planted on the young one. He went back down, slowly lifting Chen's shirt, sweetly placing kisses against his loved one's soft flat tummy, then trailing up to the smaller's sternum.

Chen was wonderfully lost in his hyung's loving kisses running over his body, then suddenly grasped Kris' head tightly when he felt the older one lapped his tongue around his nipple. Was this normal?! But thought shockingly at the way he responded. He really...liked the sensation. Chen then felt Kris pulling his shirt up. Does Kris want him to take off his shirt? He was growing a bit nervous now. Chen never really exposed his body to anyone before...besides when he had to change in the room while Luhan was in the room because someone needed the bathroom.

"K-Kris hyung...can I leave my shirt on?"

Kris brought himself up and complied as he stared at the lovely sight before him, his Chen beet red because of his shyness. It was really cute. "Alright..."

Chen relaxed after the older one's reply. But then widened his eyes as he watches Kris pull off his shirt in one quick move. The light in his room reflected the features of Kris' body favorably. To think that Kris was good looking with clothes on...he was really beautiful without a shirt on. What would he look without anything? The thought made Chen blush tremendously red as he felt his face burn all the down to his chest. Chen hesitantly spoke, "um...Hyung...why"

"I won't need my shirt." The smirk on Kris' face was undeniably sexy. Chen close his eyes tightly. He didn't envision Kris topless when he pictured them together while listening to the song.

"It's okay to look..." Kris let out a small chuckle amused by his cute little Chen's reactions. "I'm only your's to look at."

Chen slowly opened his eyes again. The look that was expressed on Kris was assuring and had so much love. That's right! Kris was his...now...and he was Kris's. Why did he have to be so shy about himself? Chen felt a little pathetic. He watched Kris lean down against his body and heard his tall hunk whisper enticingly in his ear, all the while...the music went in the other ear.

"Can I say something?"

Chen nodded, he was embarrassed to say anything, because he knew an outrageous sound will be dying to come from his throat if he spoke.

"It's been a while since I've been this way," Kris spoke lovingly along with the song in the background, bringing a smile on Chen, "you left your mark, hope it never fades.

Kris softly planted a kiss on Chen's throat, leaving the little one shivering in awe, "But don't stop now...take me all the way..." Chen heard Kris' wonderful voice stream with the song, feeling him peck a small kiss on his nose. "Into your heart baby don't stop me falling..." Kris rests his forehead against Chen's while saying the last line with the singer vocalizing, right on his Chen's lips.

Chen lifted his chin, kissing his beautiful lover above. He felt so much more confident now, hearing Kris express his feelings with the song. He pulled his arms over Kris' back, sighing over the feeling of his hyung's skin's warmth emitting so much safeguard.  Chen loved it. He loved the way Kris felt. He loved the way Kris made him feel. He loved Kris with all his heart.

"I love you...I really love you Kris...hyung...I really really...love you," Chen whispered along with his sighs and his moans from Kris' lovely touches under the small one's shirt.

"I love you too my sweet Chen Chen." Kris confessed. He loved his Chen Chen so much no words can express the feeling...all that only hoping to say 'I love you' was enough. Because he's always loved Chen...now finally gaining his love in return was just as amazing.

Kris wanted to show his little Chen Chen so much more love. He let his weight onto Chen and quickly fumbled with his pants brushing along Chen's sensitive areas, and let them off where they fell to the floor. Then Chen felt Kris undoing his pants, and surprisingly, he felt Kris against him, long and hard. Chen was amazed, but oh so shy, because he was totally bare underneath his tall lover.

Kris guided Chen's hand from his back down below, in between them, letting out a breath when he place Chen's soft hands against him, making Chen grasp a hold of him. "See what you do to me?"

Chen was surprised by how hard Kris felt in his hand. Did he always make his hyung feel this way? Chen smiled at the thought, then started moaning shockingly a bit too loud from his normal soft moans from earlier. He felt Kris pumping him at an amazing rhythm, rubbing the tip of his head when Kris pumped up.

"Hy--Hyung!...ah..." Chen couldn't say anything from the sensual feeling building in him.

Kris loved Chen Chen's high pitchy moaning voice he produced. He wanted to make his little one feel as excited as he felt. Kris straddled himself lower, feeling Chen release him, then leaned down, slowly easing his mouth around Chen, producing another lovely sound of surprise from the one he worked up.

Oh my gosh! Chen didn't think Kris was going to suckle him down below! While pumping him in a faster pace! But...it felt so wonderfully hot...shockingly so good. He couldn't help the crazy sounds coming out of his mouth, which his hands instinctively gripped his hyung's hair. Was he hurting Kris? Suddenly he felt a rush of warmth building prominently in his waist down...and the gushing hot pleasing current running up his head made the ringing in his ears all the more of his moans and sighs spill out alternately.

This was it Kris thought. His Chen Chen was already to his limit and felt the sweet warm honey of pleasure shoot into his mouth. Kris took all that he could. He was surprised how much Chen was letting out. When Kris felt that his Chen Chen has released all of his work, he crawled back up, guiding his little lover's hands into his mouth, coating Chen's fingers with the mixture of his saliva and Chen's passion. Kris pulled out Chen's lovely fingers and hungrily kissed his small lover, making sure the little one tasted himself along with Kris' warm wet cavern.

Chen was too allured from his spent passion, he was still riding in the tides of it. He tasted something different from their kiss, then realized...was this...his... Before he could finish his thought, he felt Kris guide his hand that was seductively roaming in his lover's mouth a moment ago, go down below, gently coating the area where he only ever did his own business in the bathroom. And oddly...it was very pleasing of a sensation. What's going on? Chen had no idea what was going to be thrown at him.

All the while Kris was helping Chen, he was...working himself up too, rigorously pumping himself. Goodness! He couldn't help feeling so desperate. Chen Chen was all the cause of it. He loved how his innocent little lover reacted, melting away by his passionate desires and heaving out wonderful sounds. It drove Kris to the brink of losing his calm into making this a gentle process. Sorry Chen Chen...you've only driven me too far. I'm very sorry.

Chen let out a choked breath when he felt Kris eased one of his own fingers inside him. "Ah! K-Kris! Hyung!"

Kris felt Chen panic from the sudden motive. He needed to act quickly, he didn't want his little Chen Chen worrying. Kris stopped getting himself ready, he was already too worked up enough in fact, and wrapped his hand around his cute innocent lover, who was still slightly wet. He only wanted Chen to feel good, so he rubbed the length he held, up and down, listening to the one below him gasping along with the music in the back. Chen was not so tense as much now.

Chen a little shocked at the way he behaved, then felt his finger easily ease inside him. Wow! Chen was surprised how Kris could make things work so flowingly. Then he felt a second...and third finger work its way up in him, not his own, wiggling deeper and deeper. Chen let out small grunts but was washed away with Kris' other hand's performance on him. He was feeling the same warmth building up again, he was sighing harder now, the sensation unbelievably arousing.

Kris felt Chen's liquid desire shoot out again, this time only it spilled over the two of them, landing on Chen's shirt and mostly over Kris' abdomen. He saw Chen lift his head eyeing him with a sorry look.

"Hyung...I'm sorry..." Chen whispered, which seemed like he mouthed them to Kris.

The older one smiled assuringly that it was alright, it was what he wanted. Kris took the juices on him and coated himself with it. Chen's sweet honey was still warm, he loved it. He could feel Chen relax from the work of his two fingers and his sweet's own rest snugly inside of the innocent lad. Kris slowly pulled out along with Chen's, making sure it wasn't hurting the one underneath. Chen was ready...Kris hoped...because he really wanted Chen...really bad...he wanted to give Chen something to remember...for as long as they live and love together.

Kris leaned down over his Chen Chen and sweetly kissed him, gently verging in the wonderful moist cavern of Chen's with his tongue. He slowly pulled away from their loving kiss and pressed his forehead against Chen's. "You're so wonderfully exquisite Chen Chen. Everything about you takes my breath away." Kris went down to Chen's neck and placed a kiss on the soft tender pulsating skin of the beautiful boy underneath him. "I love you." Kris felt his eyes rim with tears of joy. The feeling was forever engraved in his soul.

Chen also felt the happy tears streaming from his eyes. He was glad Kris was going to be his for as long as they live. As he drifted in that joy, he felt Kris lift his legs and they were over his hyung's shoulders. Chen didn't comprehend in that moment but then, the sensation blew his mind that instant when he felt Kris slowly shoved his length inside of him. Chen tightly closed his eyes, the awkward position didn't ease the unwanted pain building in that certain area, it became a bit worse.

"Ugh!" Chen nearly screamed, and he let out a long breath, trying to keep himself from letting out petty cries like that.

Again the pain was burning inside of Chen. The cry he held slipped out in a harsh moan. "Kris! Ugh.... ....it....ah! ...it hurts..."

Kris soothingly ran his hands up and down his Chen Chen's outer thighs, trying to make things easier for his love. But...the tightness was insanely erotic to Kris...he couldn't help himself as he drove in a little deeper. He kept at his deep drive until he was settled inside of Chen. He looked at his poor baby...sweating from all the aching invasion.

"Sorry baby Chen Chen...I promise this will feel good." Kris held Chen's waist steadily.

Kris waited for a second, and Chen opened his eyes, forcing a smile up towards Kris' direction. It seemed like a frown, but he was confirmed that Chen was ready when he watched the little one nod his head to let him continue. So...he did. Kris pulled out and eased back in slowly, trying to accommodate to the slightly tight entrance. And when the warm feeling inside of him grew hotter, Kris picked up the pace. The sensation was extremely fantastic. He watched his little Chen Chen. He sighed at the nickname. Chen Chen...he repeated the name in his head, while sighing from the feelings that burned inside of him.

Chen wasn't in as much pain now. In fact, the way Kris felt inside of him was actually pretty nice...! The constant rhythm was changing into a faster one now, leaving Chen breathless, his throat unable to contain the moans and sighs of the pleasure building inside of him. Then, he unexpectedly let's out a groan of surprise.

Kris who was lost in his sensations felt Chen's sweet spot. He penetrated the area again, and magically, Chen let out another of his beautiful breathless moans. The music in the background built the intensity of what Kris was feeling. It was driving him closer to reach his destination, release...and the release of his Chen Chen. Kris widen Chen's legs on his shoulders with his hands for a moment and locked his hands with Chen's that were gripping the sheets.

When Chen felt his hyung's hands, it was only natural that he intertwined their fingers together. "Kris! Hyung!" Chen cried, it was that hot feeling again, but this time it was burning so achingly pleasing because Kris kept driving into a certain spot inside of him. Chen's eyes watered from the amazing sensation while he heard his pleasing lover moaning and sighing as well. Chen was glad he was making Kris feel the same feelings he felt.

He was close...Kris felt himself right on the brink until he felt the warm honey essence of Chen's spilled in between the two of their lovemaking. This was it, right when he felt the hot essence of his innocent lover, he felt himself release his love shot, but pulled out of Chen. He didn't pulled out in time, leaving some of his essence inside of his lover and the rest all over the two of them and the bed. Kris didn't want his Chen Chen feeling uncomfortable. Maybe next time...he'll give Chen Chen all of his love shot deep inside. Because right now, Chen already gave him so much already.

Kris pulled Chen's legs off his shoulder, laying them down on the bed, and hovered over the little one. As they both laid in each other's arms, Chen was enjoying the safeguarded weight above him, while Kris was enjoying the small body that warmed his heart, knowing that he'd die if he ever let's go of his Chen Chen.

The music playing from the computer brought a smile across the two lovers faces. Kris was glad the song helped his innocent, sweet, honest Chen Chen realize his feelings. Chen listened to the song happily, softly singing along as his mind formed the images of him and Kris making love. Oh they were so lovely together, the thoughts were making Chen blush while he giggled.

"What's so amusing...Chen Chen?" The sound of Kris' voice warmed the little one's heart.

Chen shook his head. "Nothing. I just really love you...that's all."

Kris laughed at the sweet remark. He propped himself up on his elbows on the bed and stared intently at his cutie. Chen timidly stared back, but had to shyly look away. His hyung's gaze was always too much for him to take.

"So...this means you understand that song of yours now?" Kris jokingly asked the cute lover of his laying underneath him.

Chen blushed again and had to bring his eyes back at Kris. And Kris lightly pecks him on the lips. Chen smiled in between their soft innocent kiss, but was gipped when he felt Kris roll him on top. Chen's elbows were pressed against the tall lover of his and he stared down in the eyes that he really admired from Kris, embracing their moment together in sweet, warm, innocent skinship, though he still had his shirt on.

"Cuz...if you still need help in understanding the meaning...I can always show you he meaning..." Kris playfully spoke with a sly hot smirk.

Chen buried his face in Kris' chest and let out a small whine, hiding the hot blush that rushed over him from the older one's words. Kris let out another laugh. He loved his cute innocent Chen Chen's reactions.

"I'm only teasing...Chen Chen..." Kris softly embraces the small boy that he loved so dearly.

"Chen Chen?...You've been calling me that this whole time...when...we were..." Chen spoke against Kris's persperated skin, unable to bring himself to finish his statement...it was still too embarrassing.

"Would you rather me call you Orange then?" Kris asked gently, but with a slight comic touch to the question.

ORANGE?!?! Chen popped his head up and shook his head, bringing a smile across Kris' pink lips. "Chen Chen is fine with me."

"I figured." Kris chuckled, and lightly kissed Chen on the lips. He couldn't help it. His Chen Chen was just too exquisitely cute and innocent.

"I love you," Kris whispered against Chen's lips.

Chen's smile brushed on his tall lad's lips after the remark, and returned his heartfelt feelings, right on Kris' lips as well, "I love you too...with all my heart."

They held each other again, only this time Chen enjoyed the warm feeling inside his heart, never wanting to let his handsome tall lad go, because he knew he wouldn't be able to live a single breath without Kris. While, Kris enjoyed the small weight above him, knowing that he was going to protect and love his Chen Chen forever to his last dying breath.

The lingering warm feelings were forever imprinted in their heart. As they both listened to the song still playing...Chen thought...how was he going to sing the song without having to have images of him and Kris...making love? He slightly giggled over the thought. At least he'll be able to sing the song with more emotions now.

A/N: So how was it? I hope it met your expectations...how about the song? Wasn't it beautiful? I FREAKING LOVE SHAYNE WARD'S SONGS!! ....

ANYWAYS....I can't write smut for boyxboy for crap! >.<  So sorry....OTL...I have no idea what goes on with a boy and another boy in lovemaking...I wanted to challege myself in this so...YAY!! I did it!! I'm pretty satisfied...lol (i've only grasped bits of ideas from other wonderful writers...who are really good at writing smut for boyxboy...so thanks for writing that you awesome writers out there...so that I could write it too...lol)

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