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[m4keurself99]

I've had such a hard time focusing today. I feel like I just want to lay in bed, sleep all day, and cry into my pillow and for no reason at all. I just feel really emotional and on edge. Today sucks and last night wasn't any better. I couldn't sleep at all last night and I was even tired. I laid in bed till 3am with my music on and when that got unbearable I dragged myself and my blanket downstairs and fell asleep on the living room couch an hour later. I don't know, I just feel really lonely...and even though Victor and I talk everyday, sometimes even 2 or 3 times a day, whenever night falls I feel extremely alone and restless.

Bleh and Blah.

I need a hug.