Feb 14, 2006 15:34
The future freaks me out.
The thought of getting a job, moving away from Normal, moving away from the 'rents, friends going every which way. It sort of feels like everything I thought of what 'grown-up' life is like as a kid is now coming to fruitation. It's like life is now telling me, "Well, let's see what your made of...let's see what you thought life was going to be like cause I'm gonna totally fuck w/ it".
I torture myself. It's like a slow trainwreck.