Jul 07, 2010 18:17
FINALLY! I found my username and pw for this site again lol! I miss blogging and releasing some stress in here haha!
Man, I have totally been inspired by Stephanie Nukhai(so envious of you right now Steph! haha) to start working out again haha! So, starting next week, I will do my best to commit to myself and go running/work out every day! hehe..
Okay, so like, I was going through my friends' friend's page because I was bored, and I came across these old elementary school classmates who used to be my friends (i think.. there was a point when we all didn't really get along..) and they are all doing so well right now.. I'm so envious of them.. I wonder, if I never had moved, and had grown up with them, will I be in the same position as them? I would like to think that since my life right now is so crappy.. *sigh.. If only.. If only.. That could've.. COULD'VE.. happened.. *sigh.. where did I take a wrong turn to make my life turn out like this? I remember, as a kid, I was totally like those elementary classmates and hungered to learn and work hard.. Now I'm just a lazy bum haha! If only.. If only.. It could've been different.. It could've.. *sigh..