9 weeks later...
geez. it's been a while. my last post was 9 weeks ago.
so following my awful study habits like last year, i'm in poly sci not paying attention. awful. But i found out at pcc i got a C in english, B in psychology, B in US HIstory (AMAZINGGLLLY), and an A in speech. So uh. apparently my total GPA at pcc is 2.9 wow. am i a dumbass? no. i just got good grades in a 3 credit classes and Cs in the 4 credit classes. crap.
i want to take one more class so my GPA will go up to at least 3.0 D:
so let's seee. i've since transferred to Cal State LA for Winter quarter. quarter system is freakin intense. i have midterms next week. that's just redunk. i'm gona be honest. i'm not even really used to midterms since most of the classes i've ever taken never had midterms. they were all like papers.....and stuff.
Now that i really think about it, i feel like i should have just taken a leave of absence from NYU. THat was a shame on me on my part. But then again. i don't even know what i would do. I can't take classes here & transfer them there because they dont' allow any of that. You can transfer like one class or something from my understanding. But then again, i really like being home. My mom makes me a fake mcMuffin & cuts me apples with the skin peeled off every morning! Who can turn that down?
But i do love new york. I had such a craving that i spontaneously booked a flight there for my spring break. Which really wasn't a good idea. I was already 400 in debt, now i'm 700. Luckily, i've been collecting my dues and i'm barely making it by on nothing to pay off that shit. But i'm really excited. I miss NYC so much.
Besides that, i did something pretty stupid. I started talking to this one guy who i went to NYU with before, and we realized that we are awesome together. He flew down here this past weekend and now i'm just saddened that i left NYU. It's hard having a kind of curfew again. It's hard not being able to slut myself and hook up with random guys & bringing them back to my room. haha. i have my neeeeedddssss.
but at the same time, i'm REALLY glad to be home. i've never felt so close to my family. we're actually bonding now. it's pretty redunk.
i feel like i need some inspiration. there's something missing & i just feel like i need to be inspired.
chinese new year is coming up! yay! i'm going to deck out my house chinese new year style! D:< kay. that's all for now. thinking about new york made me sad again.
Im scared to tell anyone from Cal State LA that i went to NYU. I feel like they're going to judge me. why am i scared of being judged now?
so following my awful study habits like last year, i'm in poly sci not paying attention. awful. But i found out at pcc i got a C in english, B in psychology, B in US HIstory (AMAZINGGLLLY), and an A in speech. So uh. apparently my total GPA at pcc is 2.9 wow. am i a dumbass? no. i just got good grades in a 3 credit classes and Cs in the 4 credit classes. crap.
i want to take one more class so my GPA will go up to at least 3.0 D:
so let's seee. i've since transferred to Cal State LA for Winter quarter. quarter system is freakin intense. i have midterms next week. that's just redunk. i'm gona be honest. i'm not even really used to midterms since most of the classes i've ever taken never had midterms. they were all like papers.....and stuff.
Now that i really think about it, i feel like i should have just taken a leave of absence from NYU. THat was a shame on me on my part. But then again. i don't even know what i would do. I can't take classes here & transfer them there because they dont' allow any of that. You can transfer like one class or something from my understanding. But then again, i really like being home. My mom makes me a fake mcMuffin & cuts me apples with the skin peeled off every morning! Who can turn that down?
But i do love new york. I had such a craving that i spontaneously booked a flight there for my spring break. Which really wasn't a good idea. I was already 400 in debt, now i'm 700. Luckily, i've been collecting my dues and i'm barely making it by on nothing to pay off that shit. But i'm really excited. I miss NYC so much.
Besides that, i did something pretty stupid. I started talking to this one guy who i went to NYU with before, and we realized that we are awesome together. He flew down here this past weekend and now i'm just saddened that i left NYU. It's hard having a kind of curfew again. It's hard not being able to slut myself and hook up with random guys & bringing them back to my room. haha. i have my neeeeedddssss.
but at the same time, i'm REALLY glad to be home. i've never felt so close to my family. we're actually bonding now. it's pretty redunk.
i feel like i need some inspiration. there's something missing & i just feel like i need to be inspired.
chinese new year is coming up! yay! i'm going to deck out my house chinese new year style! D:< kay. that's all for now. thinking about new york made me sad again.
Im scared to tell anyone from Cal State LA that i went to NYU. I feel like they're going to judge me. why am i scared of being judged now?