then i realized...

[m1y4v1]

have you ever regret something that you did so much that everything reminds you of what you did
why that person is not around anymore
why is it that people never appreciate things until they are gone
so i realized no matter what happens you will always have a place in my heart
the best way to forget u is not to see you hear about you speak of you
maybe then when i breathe i don't feel like my heart is going to stop my lungs are going to collapse
no more ifs...no more what could have beens

a friend told me today i need closure
she thinks i could be happier if i just make myself available
but i think...
no matter what happens
no matter what people say
i liked you i still like you and i will always like you
time to pick up the pieces and go

i m scared to see you again....
so please...please.....
don't make me feel invisible ....

jenchi