This I sat engaged in guessing,

Jun 29, 2005 14:32

So I've come to my decision concerning several things. Some things which are rather unimportant as well as some decisions that will change my life. I'm not quite at peace with the decisions yet. I know that they're necessary and I know that they're the ones which I am choosing... but I'm just not at peace with them yet. I will be. But I'm not at that point right now.

I used to be able to describe myself so well. It was one of the things which I took pride in. Now, looking back, I wonder if it wasn't that I was just reciting what I considered to be the correct answers when I was asked to express my opinion and emotions. It's become much harder, recently, to express myself and I take longer to do so. This said, when I finally do get the words out... everything seems so much more truthful.

I don't know what I would do without my friends. My family is so dysfunctional. So dysfunctional. So... yeah... thanks everyone. You know who you are.

- As Always -
Tucker
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