Just going.

[m1sstuck3r]

I've figured out if I keep myself busy and stressed about more mundane things that I do better. When I'm not thinking about the bigger picture as much, and I'm worrying about little things like homework, papers, auditions, display cases, etc., then I don't have such a hard time as when I'm worried about my family, my relationships, etc.

So here's what I'm letting myself worry about now:

• Display case in about fifteen minutes.
• Work tonight (I have to close).
• My audition tomorrow (memorization, performance, and of course, casting).
• My 5-7 page paper due in about a week and a half.
• My grades in my classes.
• Queer and Allies group in general.
• Getting my costume for halloween.

If I let those things get to me, then it's a whole lot easier than if I let other things get to me. Here's what I'm not letting myself worry about/think about (save for right now when I'm typing them out):

• My relationship with Matthew.
• My Father.
• My sister.
• My Mother.
• My little brother.
• Mahomet-Seymour's schools and its general bullshit.

ABRUPT ENDING!

- As Always -
Tucker