I've had a few, but not that many.

[m1ss_s4wb0n3s]

No prose or speaking my mind in tongues today.
Or at least trying to avoid it.
We'll see.

I've got a prescription for Percocets that I have no use for.
I either:
take them and be fucked up all weekend
OR
give them to my sister to sell for me.
I'm in need of money,
but also would enjoy a different kind of high for a while.

As for everything else:

A hangover is

Comments

[xcrimsonlies]

besides the fact that i just spent five minutes looking on how to comment on your thing and im a dork, clearly, i had a bad day yesturday and baked myself brownies. i spent the whole day watching movies.

sometimes, i think we deserve it.

♥

[m1ss_s4wb0n3s]

Haha yeah it confused me at first too. But you're right. And honestly, working full time, if I spent a weekend completely alone just laying around, it'd be worth it because my workweek gives me NO relaxation time.

And brownies don't sound too bad right about now... :D

<3

[xcrimsonlies]

on a subject having nothing to do with this entry, i personally wanted to thank you for your comments today. i dont know why yours got to me so, but it really was my light in a day full of darkness. thank you for that.

[m1ss_s4wb0n3s]

Oh, don't thank me. It just amazes me; no one deserves so much pain, and when I think about putting myself in your shoes, I can barely stand it. I just imagine how hard it must have been and given a year or twenty years I doubt you'll ever start caring or hurting less. You're not wrong for not being able to move on, and in your position I would hate to be told that that's what would be best. Your situation has been running through my mind all day. You are so brave. Don't let the weakness get the best of you, but don't let anyone tell you how to cope. My mind is still so blown; you must have an amazing soul. Again, don't thank me. I should thank YOU for showing me the things I go through aren't half as hard as I make them out to be. I don't even personally know you, but I can tell you're a great person, and I'm happier than ever that I could lift your spirits, even just a little bit. <3

[xcrimsonlies]

you really did lift my spirits. a part of me will always be his and i guess, i'm not ready to give any other part of me to someone else. he always used to sleep on the right side of the bed if any of my guy friends even sit there, i have a heart attack. i think little things like that i will always have. i dont feel brave at all but it helps when people like you tell me so. YOU ARE AN AMAZING soul. because you are one of the few that brought me some comfort on such a horrible day. if you were here i'd give you a huge hug, even though generally, i hate being hugged.

i'm really glad you added me ♥

[m1ss_s4wb0n3s]

=/ I can only imagine. And I'd gladly offer a hug or hand or whatever you'd prefer if I was there. Well, you're an angel. I'm very glad I added you too. <3