Not much happenin' here.
My parents are in Pickering and my brother's at work, and won't be home until 12ish because he has basketball practice. It's weird having a day when you're finally home, just when your parents start complaining that you are hardly ever home. I feel like my life's been moving in fast forward and it's days like these where I slow down and just relax for a little while. They say summer is the time you spend with all your friends, and yet I have to admit I'm barely seeing any of them. There's the occasional phone call, and the hellos and goodbyes on MSN, but that's pretty much it. I think I see everyone a total of three weeks apart, or at least once a month. I'm trying to be considerate of the fact that it's not on purpose either and that everyone's busy, we all have our own lives to live, etc. When I see someone, then that's just when I see someone, and I'm grateful for the little time we get.
However, I'm not one to complain. I see Stephen a lot more than I used to, and to be honest I've never had a more loving relationship. The ups and downs come and go, but in reality we are loving what we're in. A lot of people are used to hearing all the bad things about him, and I think that's when a lot of people wonder if we're really okay. But who cares if we're really okay anyways? OR who cares if I'm really that happy? I don't think anyone ever cares if anyone's happy, unless it's the very few number of people out there who actually can whole-heartedly say, "Jackie I'm SOO happy for you." Truth be told, we always focus more on how unhappy people are, and it's not a bad thing if it's out of concern. I'm fine now, and we're in a good place. Whether or not we fall out of place only time can tell... but in future we'll put ourselves back where we were and do it all on our own like we always do.
K, I'm hungry and I want to play Kingdom Hearts so... Ciao!
However, I'm not one to complain. I see Stephen a lot more than I used to, and to be honest I've never had a more loving relationship. The ups and downs come and go, but in reality we are loving what we're in. A lot of people are used to hearing all the bad things about him, and I think that's when a lot of people wonder if we're really okay. But who cares if we're really okay anyways? OR who cares if I'm really that happy? I don't think anyone ever cares if anyone's happy, unless it's the very few number of people out there who actually can whole-heartedly say, "Jackie I'm SOO happy for you." Truth be told, we always focus more on how unhappy people are, and it's not a bad thing if it's out of concern. I'm fine now, and we're in a good place. Whether or not we fall out of place only time can tell... but in future we'll put ourselves back where we were and do it all on our own like we always do.
K, I'm hungry and I want to play Kingdom Hearts so... Ciao!