Figured it was time to update....
Everything sucks. Owe my grandparents 900 dollars. (Ask and I'll explain). Ummm, jobs are too fuckin rare. I need to find one so I can keep my piercings and hair how I want. Was thinking about a porn shop or smoke shop. That would be kinda cool. Been playing my bass a lot lately. Wanna get the band thing going. Really sucks when you care about someone so much but then there is something stopping you. That always seems to happen to me though, so whatever.
Just wanna curl up into a ball and fuckin wither away.
Maybe blow my fuckin brains onto the floor in the process.
Or perhaps slice my wrists and throat and bleed everywhere.
Maybe on white canvas and start a new form of art to me.
Tie a rope to my ankles and the back of a truck.
Maybe just grind myself away.
Anyway....gonna go do something that couldn't possibly be productive...nothing I do ever is. So whatever. Fuck off. I'm out.
Just wanna curl up into a ball and fuckin wither away.
Maybe blow my fuckin brains onto the floor in the process.
Or perhaps slice my wrists and throat and bleed everywhere.
Maybe on white canvas and start a new form of art to me.
Tie a rope to my ankles and the back of a truck.
Maybe just grind myself away.
Anyway....gonna go do something that couldn't possibly be productive...nothing I do ever is. So whatever. Fuck off. I'm out.